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锡兰 你好吗? Sinan. How are you?
很好 谢谢 Fine, thanks.
进来喝茶 Come in for some tea.
现在不行 我得回家 Not now. I need to get home.
房子又飞不走! The house won't fly away!
我带着很多行李 I've got all my bags.
你都去哪了? Where you been?
恰纳卡莱学院 我毕业了 College in Canakkale. I graduated.
天啊! 恭喜! No way! Congratulations!
谢谢 Thanks.
在那怎么样? So what's it like there?
很糟 就像你破产了 在哪都一样 It sucks, like everywhere if you're broke.
当然 没钱谈什么生活 Sure. No money, no life.
的确 Exactly.
你的伙伴们还好吗? Are your folks OK?
我想 我很快就知道了 I guess. I'll soon find out.
锡兰 Sinan.
怎么了? Yes?
我借给你爸爸 I lent your dad
三枚金币 three gold coins.
在四个月前 他准是忘了 Four months ago. He must've forgotten.
- 你知道吗? - 不啊 - Did you know? - No.
- 他没还给你? - 没有 我提过这事 - He didn't pay you back? - No. I mentioned it.
我猜他又忘了 你能提醒他吗? I guess he forgot again. Can you remind him?
黄金现在便宜 所以他要还的其实还少了 Gold is cheap right now so he'd end up paying less.
好的 我会告诉他 OK, I'll tell him.
我总不能把他送去监狱吧 I can never get him on his cell.
你是对的 他不会用手机 You're right, he's bad with phones.
很难联系到他 He's hard to contact.
他还有那条猎犬吗? Does he still have that hunting dog?
我不确定 怎么了? I'm not sure. Why?
我可以让它抵债 但他拒绝了 I'd take it instead, but he refused.
不必浪费口舌 他为此拒绝了数百万 Don't waste your breath. He'd refuse millions for it.
但他从不去打猎 But he never goes hunting.
他非常喜欢那条狗 He's very attached to that dog.
好了 祝你美好的一天 OK, have a good day.
- 代我给他问好 - 我会的 - Tell him I said hello. - I will.
有空来玩 And to drop by.
好的 OK.
「你的手在颤抖」 Your hands are shaking.
「我很紧张」 I'm stressed.
「我不喜欢发生的事」 I don't like what's going on.
「对不起 尼桑 你在逃避现实」 Sorry, Nisan, you're fleeing reality.
「你把头藏在沙子里」 You're hiding your head in the sand.
还好吗? 你们吃了吗? What's up? Have you eaten?
是的 Yes.
我知道 I know.
好啊! Well, well!
欢迎 Welcome.
谢谢 Thanks.
你刚到? You just arrived?
不 有一会儿了 No, a while ago.
你 大学生! You, a graduate!
做得好! Well done!
谢谢 Thanks.
那边怎么样? 一切还好? How's it going there? Everything OK?
没什么新鲜的 Nothing new.
但是妈妈收起了我的书 But Mum's put away my books.
她会的 She would.
她讨厌杂乱 She hates clutter.
看那么多书也没见得对你起了什么作用? Where did books get you?
别让我又发起火来 Don't get me started.
「仅需一个月恢复光泽和柔软」 Restore visible shine and softness in only one month.
「用我们的时间疗法重构睡宁喷雾...」 Restructuring night spray from our time therapy...
给我遥控器 Give me the remote.
我们的电视剧要开始了 Our series is about to start.
所以? So?
开始了就换回去 We'll go back when it starts.
谁想看几小时的广告? Who wants to watch hours of ads?
锡兰 快来看看你姨妈寄给我们的东西 Sinan, come and see what your aunt sent us.
姨妈寄来的? From Aunty?
看那些山羊! Look at those goats!
那是一只一岁的山羊? 更像一头公牛! That's a year-old goat? More like a bull!
畜栏塞满了饲料! Stuffed with goddam feed in a pen!
想象一下牛奶和肉的味道 Imagine what the milk and meat taste like.
草地永远都不够那么大的牧群 You'd never get enough grass for a herd that size.
你疯了吗? 土地对万物总是慷慨有余的 Are you mad? The earth is generous enough to provide for all.
「不要嘲笑贫瘠的土壤 那里蕴藏着无数的宝藏」 "Do not scorn the soil Haven to many treasures"
「圣徒们的安息之地 一千个先知的家园」 "Resting place of saints Home to a thousand prophets"
尤努斯·埃姆莱! Yunus Emre!
好! Bravo!
我应该快退休了 I should be retiring soon.
用我的退休金告诉你们怎么蓄养动物 With my bonus I'll show you how to raise animals.
当然! Of course!
我们不知道怎么花这钱 We couldn't think how to spend it.
你多花些钱赌马 You splashed out on horses
剩下的买羊 so the rest may as well go on sheep and goats.
真是一家热爱动物的人! What a family of animal lovers!
雅斯敏! 去拿我的夹克 Yasemin! Go fetch my jacket.
在你后面 自己拿吧 It's behind you. Get it yourself.
因为在我后面 所以希望你来拿 It's because it's behind me I want you to get it.
你吃洋葱了吗? Were you eating onions?
没有 Not at all.
有趣 闻起来像洋葱 Funny, it smells like it.
不管怎样 吃点薄荷糖去去味 Anyway. Have some mint gum and it'll go.
看在真主的份上 爸爸! For God's sake, Dad!
你吓到我了! You scared me!
好玩 不是吗? Good, wasn't it?
胡扯 Hilarious.
这让我开怀大笑 It made me laugh.
我今早没收了它 I confiscated it this morning.
一个学生带的 A student had it.
为什么留着? Why keep it?
你可以把它还回去 You could have given it back.
为什么? 他会拿回去 Why do that? He'd just bring it back.
我去透透气 I'm going to get some air.
锡兰! Sinan!
如果你要出去 If you're going out,
加满油 我们明天开车去村里 fill the tank, we'll drive to the village tomorrow.
我们可以完成那口井 We can finish the well.
急什么? 我刚回来 What's the rush? I'm just back.
我自己做不来 我需要帮手 I can't do it alone. I need a hand.
轮胎也没气了 The tyres are flat, too.
我们去做什么? What'll we do?
给它们充点气 Inflate them a bit when you fill up.
那要好几天 That'll do a few days.
请纳兹夫帮你 Ask Nazif to help you.
这个 拿着 Here, take this.
- 这够吗? - 当然 - Will that cover it? - It'll have to.
够了 下坡的时候可以松开油门 It will. We can cut the engine going downhill.
现在抬起来! 来吧! Now lift! C'mon!
我的脚! My foot!
你的脚在那里做什么? What's your foot doing there?
我告诉你的时候抬起来 Lift it when I tell you.
- 但它不动 - 搬 - But it won't budge. - Move.
绳子的头在哪? Where's the end of the rope?
这里 抓紧 Here. Hold tight.
拉! Pull!
黑漆漆你什么都看不到 You can see nothing in the dark.
你看这块石头? You see this rock?
拿着这石头和绳子 Take the rock and the rope.
把绳子滑到石头下面 Slip the rope under the rock.
把它绑在顶部 Tie it off at the top
然后滑回去 and slip it back under.
我在帮你 你却在胡闹 I'm trying to help and you don't give damn.
不是 Not true.
我只是赶走它 好让我们不会踩上 I was just moving it so we didn't tread on it.
听着 Listen.
尽管我背不好我还在帮你 而你在浪费时间 I help despite my bad back and you mess about.
爸爸 我从坎一路走来 锡兰也是 Dad, I came all the way from Can. Sinan too.
很简单的事你总是拖沓 A quick job but you take forever.
爸爸 水没找到井就完成不了 Dad, you can't finish a well without finding water.
水? Water?
这里? Here?
你真的很顽固! You're really stubborn!
你比我更了解我的地? You know my field better than me?
天啊! Good God!
你这些愚蠢的计划真会让人笑死! People laugh their asses off at these idiot schemes of yours!
基于科学 是吗? Based on science, is it?
占卜棒向你昭示的吗? Your divining rod told you?
我在这里度过了一生 I've spent my life here.
你会更知道这里有水? And you know better if there's water here?
我帮忙只是为了让别人闭嘴 I agreed to help just to shut people up.
你又搞砸了 And you screw up again.
你为什么用那个迟钝的阿赫迈特? Why do you employ that retard Ahmet?
每个人都在嘲笑你 Everyone's laughing at you.
因为他有空 Because he was free.
我也付钱给他 与其他人不同 I paid him, too. Unlike the others.
你现在都可以建好一栋楼了 You could have built a building in this time.
如果我是你 我会保持安静 If I was you, I'd keep quiet.
好主意! What an idea!
找水 Find water
绿化这个地方! and turn the place green!
爷爷 等等! 你要去哪里? Grandad, wait! Where are you going?
有青蛙会没有水? 你脑子呢? There are frogs but no water? Where's your brain?
算了吧 他听不到你说话 Forget it. He can't hear you.
我知道 所以我才说 I know. I'm taking advantage of that.
他为什么来? Why did he come?
- 你问过他吗? - 没有 - Did you ask him? - No.
是他 It's him.
他就像达摩克利斯之剑一样悬在我的头顶 He hovers above me like the sword of Damocles.
阿拉普! Arap!
你在睡觉吗? Are you sleeping?
我也不想把你留给他 但我现在没得选择 I hate leaving you with him, but I've no choice just now.
就一阵子 Just hang in there.
我很快要退休了 I'll be retiring soon.
然后我们一起在这里 Then we'll be together here.
我们现在做什么? What are we doing now?
嗯? Huh?
现在? Now?
我们自己会做得更好 We'll do it better ourselves.
他们以为这需要蛮力 They think it's about brute force.
你在做什么 爷爷? What are you doing, Grandad?
不要用背! Don't lift that with your back!
该死的黄鼠狼! Fucking weasels!
它们总是纠缠我们 They never stop pestering us.
我们以前狩猎它们的毛皮 We used to shoot them for their pelts.
现在没人要了 Nobody cares now.
狗不帮忙吗? Doesn't the dog help?
你爸爸的狗? 不会 Your dad's dog? No chance.
那些该死的拧断鸡脖子吸血 These shits choke the chickens, suck their blood
还带走剩下的 and carry off what's left.
就像吸血鬼? Like vampires?
你跑什么? 因为青蛙? Why did you run off? It wasn't the frog.
当然不是 Of course not.
他惹毛了我 He pisses me off.
为什么理他? 别管他 Why let him? Just don't give a damn.
很难不生气 It's hard not to get annoyed.
他只是自娱自乐 他永远不会完成 He's only amusing himself. He'll never finish.
所以别管他了 So leave him to it.
别紧张 Take it easy.
让他玩得开心 我们也开心 Let him have his fun. And have fun too.
当他还是个婴儿的时候 我们忘了他在田里睡觉 When he was a baby we forgot him sleeping in a field.
我们发现蚂蚁爬满了他全身 We found him covered in ants.
这就是他为什么喜欢这样? Is that why he's like this?
不 又来 No, c'mon.
但是好几天都有蚂蚁从他鼻子里钻出来 But for days he had ants coming out of his nose.
不 不是那个 而是... No, it's not about that, but...
那个地窖里的旧橱柜 That old cupboard in the cellar.
它还在吗? Is it still there?
不知道 问奶奶 No idea. Ask Grandma.
奶奶死了 爷爷 Grandma's dead, Grandad.
那柜子呢? What about the cupboard?
塞满了旧报纸 It's full of old newspapers,
广告 通知 这些东西 ads, notices, all that.
他把两个塑料瓶捆在一起 He tied two plastic bottles together
然后塞进一棵空心树里 and stuck them in the hollow of a tree.
做什么的? 太阳将水加热 What for? The sun heats the water.
然后他可以用热水洗手 Then he can wash his hands in hot water.
瞧瞧他那些蠢主意! Look at his shitty ideas!
- 怎么样了? - 锡兰 进来 - How's it going? - Sinan, come in.
不 谢谢 外婆 妈妈给了你这个 No, thanks, Gran. Mum sent you this.
这些花盆是你的 还有一些糕点 The pots are yours. And there's a few pastries.
进来吧 来吧 Come in, c'mon.
不 我还有事 No, I have things to do.
你饿了吗? Are you hungry?
不要站在那里 进来吧 Don't stand there. Come in.
不 外公 No, Grandpa.
我做了煎饼 I've made pancakes.
我要走了 I'm going.
你自己来的吗? Did you come on your own?
不 和爸爸一起 No, with Dad.
他在地里 He's in the field.
- 他现在在做什么? - 在挖井 - What's he up to now? - Working on the well.
做不完的事 The never-ending saga.
你父亲在哪里? Where's your dad?
在地里 In the field.
在地里 挖一口井! In the field. Digging a well!
还没完工吗? Isn't that done yet?
没有 外公! No, Grandpa!
永远也完工不了 It'll never be done.
当然完工不了 Of course not.
我告诉他那里没有水 I told him there's no water there.
为什么山上挖井? Why a well on that hill?
他想绿化这个地方 He wants to turn the place green.
你知道他 You know him.
他又欠了很多债 你听说了吗? He's got lots of debts again. You heard?
是的 妈妈说了 Yes, Mum said.
她说你又帮了他 谢谢 She said you helped out again. Thanks.
我们还能怎么办? What else could we do?
- 你有没有提到老师? - 谁? - Did you mention the teacher? - Who?
老师 她告诉你了吗? The teacher. Did she tell you?
慢慢来 好吗? Slow down, will you?
这是什么? What's this?
你知道那个光头老师吗? 你父亲的老朋友 You know that bald teacher? An old friend of your dad's.
前几天他和他的妻子一起来 He came with his wife the other day.
穆哈兰姆 和谁? Muharrem. And?
说他一年前借给他一些金币 Said he lent him some gold a year ago
要不回来了 and can't get it back.
- 那他为什么告诉你? - 不知道 - So why's he telling you? - No idea.
一个十足的话痨 A real Chatterbox.
是他妻子的金币 他们儿子要结婚了... It was his wife's gold, their son's getting married...
- 你没有给他什么 是吗? - 没有 - You didn't give him anything, did you? - No.
别! 他是个骗子 让爸爸赌马的就是他 Don't! He's a total crook. It's him who got Dad into the horses.
这就是不还金币的理由吗? Is that a reason not to give back his gold?
他们想干什么就干什么 我不在乎 They can do what they like. I don't care.
来吧 Go on through.
市长
- 你贵姓? - 卡拉苏 - What was your surname? - Karasu.
是的 这个 Ah, yes. Here it is.
锡兰·卡拉苏 Sinan Karasu.
是 Yes.
- 你是抄表人卡姆赫的儿子吗? - 不是 - Are you Gasman Cumhur's son? - No.
但我认识他 But I know him.
我们只是姓氏一样 We just have the same surname.
你父亲是谁? 他做什么的? Who's your father? What does he do?
- 他也是老师 - 在哪里? 这里? - He's a teacher, too. - Where? Here?
是的 在这里 Yes, here.
他叫什么? What's his name?
伊德里斯 Idris.
所以你是伊德里斯的儿子? So you're Idris' son?
是的 Yes.
我的手稿写好了 My manuscript's ready.
但是你知道 出版一本书并不容易 But as you know, publishing a book isn't easy.
你必须找到资金 You have to find funding.
这不容易 It's not easy.
我想过去区域委员会 I thought about going to the regional council
但先从自己的小镇试一下感觉更合适 but trying my own town first felt more right.
我在这里见过很多亡命徒 你有提到他们吗? I see swashbucklers here. Do you talk about them?
有的 I do.
- 还有野梨 - 是的 - And Wildpear. - Yes.
很少有人知道 很好 Few people know it. Bravo.
谢谢 Thanks.
我兄弟在那服役 所以我知道 My brother did his army service there, that's how I know.
还有老墓碑 And the old gravestones.
是 Yes.
就在范湖上面 Just above Lake Van.
不过抱歉 阿德南先生 But sorry Mr Adnan.
我不是在谈这个地方 而是谈野梨树 I'm not talking about the place, but the wild pear tree.
什么? What?
你知道 野梨树 那些扭曲 生长不良的树木? You know, wild pear trees. Those gnarled, stunted trees'?
就是我书中的野梨 That's the wild pear in my book.
啊 对 Ah, right.
不是每个人都知道 Not everyone knows that either.
尽管这个地方遍布着野梨树 Even though the place is full of wild pear trees.
顺便说下 By the way,
不要把它当作旅游指南或纪实的书 don't think of it as a tourist guide or fact-based book.
当然 Of course,
这个地方激励着我 但这些都是个人创作 this place inspired me but these are personal writings
用文学的手法虚构 fictionalised in a literary way.
在某种程度上 这些都是内心的坦白 In a way, these are intimate confessions
不受任何信仰 意识形态或权威的影响 free of the influence of any faith, ideology or authority.
你是说个人视角的自由风格? You mean something freestyle with a kind of personal look?
差不多 Kind of.
类似的东西 Something like that.
好吧 好 祝你成功 Well, good. Good for you.
谢谢 Thanks.
出版这本书对我来说非常重要 Publishing the texts as a book is really important to me.
是的 当然 很重要 Yes, of course it is. Very important.
抱歉唐突的过来 Sorry to show up with no appointment.
- 我不想浪费你的时间 - 不 不要这么说 - I don't want to waste your time. - No, don't say that.
不要那么想 真的 Don't think that, really.
不要 Don't.
你来的时候看见门吗? Did you notice the door on your way in?
- 那扇门? - 是的 - That door? - Yes.
看到了 Yes.
不止一扇 There isn't one.
没错 不止 That's right, there isn't.
你知道为什么吗? Do you know why not?
因为我来办公室第一件事就是把门打开 Because my first act in office was to take that door out.
你知道为什么吗? Do you know why?
因为我的门总是敞开的 Because my door is always open.
我没有任何需要向人隐瞒的 I've nothing to hide from anyone.
与民众保持距离一去不复返了 Keeping the public at arm's length is history.
民主是一直在呼吸和成长的东西 Democracy is something that breathes and grows all the time.
躲在厚墙之后 不对人民负责 Retreating behind thick walls, being accountable to no one
私底下玩权弄术 scheming away in private,
都是不道德的 it's just not ethical.
我们会始终帮助工人 帮助弱势群体 We've always stood by workers, by people in trouble.
我们将继续这样做 And we'll continue that way.
然后把接力棒传给你们 年轻人 Then pass the baton to you, the young.
这就像接力赛 对吧? It's basically a relay race, right?
当然 Definitely.
现在 说说你需要多少钱? Now, how much did you say you needed?
总共约2000里拉 Around 2000 lira in all.
不只是印刷 It's not just the printing.
还有分销 宣传 税 There's distribution, publicity, tax.
所以并不多 So it's no big deal.
不 No.
2000没什么 2000 is nothing.
我同意 I agree.
没什么 It's nothing.
那就对了 That's right.
这是500份 That's for 500 copies.
如果你想要更多 价格还要高 The price goes up if you want more.
村里一个人在印刷房工作 A guy from the village works at the printer's,
所以他给了我一个优惠 so he got me a good price.
如你所说 那并不多 As you say, it's not much.
当然不 Really not.
虽然说... Although that said...
我担心 I'm afraid
我们不能获得议会预算 we can't take money like that from the council budget.
从法律上讲 我们不能 Legally, we can't
直接补贴个人 directly subsidise an individual.
好吧 如果这是一项学术研究或者 OK, if it was a scholarly work or for tourism,
促进战争公墓 特洛伊或齐里巴赫尔城堡的旅游... about the War Cemetery or Troy or Kilitbahir Castle...
我们可以随你的需要拨款 we could tap the promotion budget for as much as you like.
即便如此 也会有大量的手续 Even then, there'd be a raft of procedures.
但在这里 But here,
通过普通途径给一个普通人的回忆录 for a personal memoir with a general approach,
说实话 是个很大的要求 锡兰 I'll be honest, it's a big ask, Sinan.
但我不是在要求你 But I'm not asking you
完全赞助它 to sponsor it completely.
可以是贷款或抵押 It could be a loan or payment for some work.
不 No.
不可能的 It's out of the question.
我甚至可以收垃圾 I'd even collect trash.
这让我想起... That reminds me...
我们有一个收垃圾的诗人 你认识他吗? We had a trash collector poet. Do you know him?
不 No.
等等 如果还有剩下的话 我会给你他的书 Wait, I'll give you his book if there are any left.
我们后来才知道 We learned later
其实他完全是个骗子 he was a total crook, though.
骗了我们然后消失了 Fleeced us and vanished.
奥斯曼! Osman!
内贾蒂的书呢? Where are Necati's books?
都在那个橱柜里 They were in that cupboard.
我找不到 那里只有选举的东西 I can't see them. There's just election stuff in there.
我要问卡赞夫吗? Shall I ask Gazanfer?
是的 去问问他 Yes, go and ask him.
那我们怎么帮你呢? How can we help you then?
也许你该和伊哈米谈谈 Maybe you should talk to llhami.
是的 去找伊哈米 他是你要找的人 Yes, go and see llhami. He's your man.
伊哈米? Ilhami?
他在旅游部门工作 他现在经营一个采石场 He worked in tourism. He runs a sand quarry now.
就在矿井后面 Right behind the mine.
不过这不是旅游书... But since it isn't a tourism book...
不 不要这么说 No. Don't say that.
他读过很多 他嗜书如命 你会看到的 那里汗牛充栋 He reads a lot. He devours books. You'll see. He has stacks of them.
如果有人愿意资助你 那就是他 If anyone can fund you, it's him.
去找他谈谈 Go and talk to him.
我打电话告诉他你要过去 I'll call to say you're coming.
好 谢谢 OK, thanks.
我路过的时候顺便拜访 I'll drop in on my way past.
去吧 这是他的事 Go on, it's his thing.
幸好我记得 Lucky I remembered.
你好 Hello.
我想见见伊哈米先生 I'd like to see Mr llhami.
他不在这里 He isn't here.
- 他什么时候回来? - 星期一 - When will he be back? - Monday.
什么事? What's it about?
没什么特别的 谢谢 Nothing special. Thanks.
锡兰! Sinan!
是我 你不认识我了? It's me. You don't recognize me?
海蒂斯! Hatice!
终于! At last!
我变了很多吗? Have I changed that much?
不 是头巾 No, it's the headscarf.
- 让我认不出了 - 啊 是啊 - That confused me. - Oh, sure.
真的没变 No, really.
你根本没有变 我马上认出你了 You haven't changed at all. I recognized you right away.
低着头 手插在口袋里 跟过去一样 Head bent, hands in pockets. Just the same.
虽然不戴眼镜了 Although the glasses are missing.
你也没有变 You haven't changed either.
好吧 你有 你长大了 Well you have. You've grown up.
你是说变老了? You mean grown old?
不! 你这个年纪也叫老? No! Old, at your age?
嗯 是啊 Well, yes.
我是说成熟了 I mean changed in a good way.
好的 既然你这么说 Fine, if you say so.
- 你在这里做什么? - 闲逛 - What are you doing here? - Wandering about.
去那边有点事 I had a thing to do over there.
你在做什么? What are you up to?
没什么 Not much.
在田里摘核桃 我过来找点水 Picking walnuts in the field. I came to get some water.
这是你们的地吗? Is it your field?
不 我们只是在帮忙 No. We're just helping out.
很好 Great.
- 这么说你大学毕业了吗? - 是的 - So you're done with college? - Yes.
真好 所以你要成为一名教师了? Bravo. So you're going to be a teacher?
我还没头绪 I don't know yet.
我还有很多考试 I have to do more exams.
看情况吧 Depends how it goes.
你的学业呢? And your studies?
高中毕业后我就没再上 I stopped after high school.
我想我听说过 I guess I heard that.
但为什么? But Why?
家里的压力? Pressure at home?
不 就是不想上 No. I didn't want to.
怎么会? How come?
我不知道 我只是不想 I don't know. I just didn't.
我厌倦了学习 I was fed up with school.
你为什么惊讶? Why are you surprised?
很离谱吗? Is it so far out?
当然不是 我不惊讶 Of course not. I'm not surprised.
所以? 你打算在这做什么? So? What are you going to do here?
嗯... Well...
参加考试 Take that exam.
然后找工作或服兵役 看情况 Then get a job or do my military service, depending.
不过 我不打算待在这里 I don't plan to stay here, though.
为什么不? Why not?
我不知道 我不喜欢这里 I don't know, I don't like it here.
这里目光短浅的人 All these small-minded,
像困在豆荚里的豌豆一样狭隘 bigoted people like peas in a pod.
我不想在这里腐烂 I don't plan to rot here.
好吧 顾好你自己吧 Great. Save your skin.
我们会好的 We'll get by.
什么意思? What do you mean?
我们在这里腐烂 是吗? We're rotting here, are we?
我不是那个意思 I didn't mean it like that.
对于这里的男人来说 工作很艰难 It's harder for guys here, workwise.
是啊 女孩们只是嫁人然后坐在家里 Sure, girls just get married and sit at home.
我有这么说吗? 你现在是女权主义者吗? Did I say that? You a feminist now?
不 不用担心 没事 No, don't worry. No problem.
无论如何 这是我想要的 嫁人 然后坐在家里 It's what I want anyway. Get married, sit at home.
然后万事大吉 Everything's fine then.
是啊 That's it.
这是个人的选择 It's a matter of choice.
有烟吗? Got a cigarette?
有 Yes.
给我点一支 好吗? Light one for me, will you?
跟我来 Follow me.
你吸烟吗? 我没这个印象 Did you use to smoke? I don't remember.
不 才刚开始 No, I just started.
太神奇了! Fantastic!
会上瘾40年 The ways of a 40-year addict.
你变得紧绷绷的 You've become really uptight.
谢谢 Thanks.
来 抽一口 Go on, have a drag.
是因为我的嘴唇碰了它吗? Is it because it touched my lips?
不要胡说! Don't be ridiculous!
他们在地里不会担心吗? Won't they get worried in the field?
没关系 It's fine.
你可能会觉得这有点怪异 You might find this a bit weird.
但我不明白为何 But I don't understand why
人们总得选择离他们最近的生活 people have to choose the life nearest them.
并非如此 They don't.
人们真正想要的是 Anyone who really wants to
追求他们期望的生活 will go and live the life they want.
但外面有很多美好的事物 But there are so many beautiful things out there.
比如? Like what?
要我告诉你? Want me to tell you?
是的 Yes.
你说什么比如? What do you mean what?
很多东西 A whole load of things.
比如? Like?
比如... Like...
繁忙的街道 busy lit-up streets,
多风的山丘 windy hills,
美味的食物 nice food.
我都见识过 没什么特别的 I've seen them all. They're nothing special.
还有什么? What else?
远航的船只 Ships sailing far away,
盛夏的夜晚 summer evenings,
恋爱 醉酒 being in love, getting drunk,
淋浸雨中 getting soaked in the rain.
比如现在突然下雨 我们被淋湿了... Say it suddenly rained now and we got soaked...
而后我们被闪电击中 那不是很神奇吗? then we got struck by lightning, wouldn't that be great?
那不行 我现在还有些事要做 Hold on, I've a couple of things to do first.
一切 生活... Everything, life...
看起来近在咫尺 却绝非如此 seems so close, but it isn't.
因为全都那么渺远 Because everything's so far away.
海蒂斯 怎么了? Hatice, what's wrong?
过来不然他们会看到你 Come here or they'll see you.
你在哭还是什么? Are you crying or what?
怎么了? What's the matter?
没事 Nothing.
实际上 我很快也要离开了 Actually, I'm going soon as well.
你要离开? You're going?
去哪? Where?
为什么总是你离开? 也该让我们轮着来 Why should it always be you going? Let us have a turn.
当然 但是... Sure, but...
你要去哪里? 我现在很好奇 Where are you going? I'm curious now.
去一个遍地金银的地方 Somewhere with gold and silver and stuff.
金银岛! Treasure Island!
我也能来吗? Can I come too?
也许不是金银岛... Maybe not Treasure Island...
但你可以说是一个宝库 but you could say a treasure chamber.
你知道有个他们称为婚姻殿堂的地方吗? You know that place they call the house of matrimony?
那儿就是我的归宿 That's where I'm going.
所以你要结婚了? So you're getting married?
你在开玩笑吗? Are you kidding?
- 我为什么要? - 我不知道 你很奇怪 - Why would I? - I don't know. You're weird.
你哭一分钟 接着就欢笑 You cry one minute, laugh the next.
但如果你是认真的 恭喜你 But if you're serious, congratulations.
我为你和里扎感到高兴 I'm happy for you and for Riza.
为什么是里扎? Why Riza?
什么? What do you mean?
我可不要嫁给一个孩子 I'm not about to marry a kid.
这么说你们分手了? So you broke up?
我很吃惊 I'm shocked.
那会是谁呢? Who is it then?
你不会认识他 You wouldn't know him.
一个珠宝商 A jeweller.
好吧 告诉我 OK then, tell me.
既然你读了这么多书 Seeing as you read so many books.
金子下面有毒蝎吗? Are there scorpions under that gold?
毒蝎? Scorpions?
到处都是毒蝎 There are scorpions everywhere.
我应该进入那个花哨的房间吗? So should I go into that fancy chamber?
取决于你 That's up to you.
我怎能为你做如此重大的决定? How can I make such a big decision for you?
老天! For goodness sake!
我只是问问你的意见 没必要这么害怕 I just asked your opinion. There's no need to be so scared.
我不怕 I'm not scared.
你的心 And your heart,
它怎么说? what does it say?
我的心? My heart?
我的心上一次倾诉过什么是在何时呢? When did my heart last say anything?
海蒂斯! Hatice!
你在哪? Where are you?
你好! Hello!
怎么样 伙计? How's it going, buddy?
很好 你呢? Good. How about you?
一如既往 还活着 你呢? Same as ever. Surviving. You?
你可以想象的到 You can imagine.
你过来吗? You coming over?
- 我不能 伙计 - 为什么不? - I can't, buddy. - Why not?
警察的职责 That's how it is in the police.
- 你是说没有休假? - 没错 - You mean no holiday? - Exactly.
那么你在哪里? So where are you?
在家里躺在床上 你回到坎了吗? At home in bed. Are you back in Can?
是的 我回来了 该死的坎! Yes, I'm back in fucking Can!
如果我是独裁者... If I was a dictator...
我会在这该死的地方扔一颗原子弹 我发誓 I'd drop an atom bomb on this fucking place, I swear.
你有时间去开斋节吗? Do you get time off for Eid?
不 如果我去 我会回来的 我们还有事 No. If I did, I'd come back. We're working.
我在安保 I'm on guard duty.
你不是防暴警察吗? Aren't you with the riot police?
是的 但我们在总部周围站岗 Yes, but we're posted around the HQ.
在吉普赛区中心 In the middle of the gypsy area.
我们在那里值班 We're on duty there.
一周两天 Two days a week.
否则就是这个旅 Otherwise it's the brigade.
如果有麻烦我们就去 We go if there's trouble.
会有很多麻烦吗? ls there a lot of trouble?
你抨击共和人民党吗? Do you bash communists?
伙计 没有什么地方比这该死的地方更疯狂! Man, there's nowhere as crazy as this fucking place!
现在它有些安静 但两个月前 到处是运动 It's kind of quiet now, but two months ago, it was all action.
如果有事 你们就被派过去? You're sent if anything happens?
太他妈对了 Damn right.
那你们怎么做? 扔催泪弹 水枪? So what do you do? Tear gas, water cannons and all that?
是的 就是那样 Yes, all that.
在任何看不见的地方 我们都会揍他们一顿 And anywhere out of sight we beat them up a bit.
那是一种报复 It's a way of getting back for being bullied.
为什么不呢? 这就是生活的哲学 Why not? That's the theory of life.
每个人都把压力释放给别人 Everyone takes their stress out on someone else.
所以我们进入一所大学 So we went into a university.
像赛义迪这样的小子 There's this pint-sized guy like Seydi.
来自一些垃圾社会主义联盟 From some crap socialist league.
他站在我面前 我拿着盾牌 He stands in front of me, I've got my shield.
他说 「这他妈是什么?」 然后他踢我的盾牌 He's like, "What the fuck is this?" Then he kicks my shield.
那傻逼一直在踢我的盾牌! The fucker keeps kicking my shield!
我掉了盾牌 然后 周围还有相机 I'm losing it. Plus there are cameras all around.
当他准备再次踢我时 我用盾牌猛砸他该死的头! When he's about to kick me again I bash his fucking head with my shield!
他就像一块羊屎滚远了! He flies like a piece of goat shit!
就像我们瘦弱的赛义迪 Like our pint-sized Seydi.
这世界就他妈是一个婊子 你知道的 This world's a fucking bitch, you know.
你以为我们有机会教书吗? You think we have any chance of getting a teaching job?
我放弃了这个想法 I've dropped the idea.
但二月份你会被分配 But you'll get assigned in February.
但即使我这样做 我怀疑我能否受得了东部 But even if I do, I doubt I could hack it in the east.
要我说就去吧 Just go I say.
没那么糟糕 It's not that bad.
对老师来说没事 It's OK for teachers.
警察和军队能搞定 The cops and the soldiers get the shit.
怎么了? What's up?
赛义迪! Seydi!
当我们知晓自己并没有那么重要时... When we learn we are not so important...
为什么我们本能的反应就是受了伤害? why is our instinct to be hurt?
将它视为洞悉自己内心世界的契机不是更好? Wouldn't it be better to treat it as a key moment of insight?
我们产生了自己的信仰 We engender our own beliefs.
因此 我们需要相信分离 Thus we need to believe in separation
与相信美和爱情一样 并做好准备 as much as in beauty and love, and to be prepared.
因为决裂和分离潜伏在一切美好事物之中 Because rupture and separation lie in wait for everything beautiful.
如此而言 为何不将这些苦痛 In which case, why not treat these tribulations
视为有积极意义的不幸 as constructive disasters
来帮助我们揭开自身不为人知的奥秘? that help us pierce our own mysteries?
很好 Fine.
所以你现在手舞足蹈了 So you can dance for joy now.
- 你什么意思? - 来吧 - What do you mean? - C'mon.
不要告诉我你不高兴 Don't tell me you aren't pleased.
为什么? Why?
因为你们分手了吗? Because you broke up?
没错 Exactly.
你说的每一个字都很明显 It's obvious in every word you say.
我能看出来 I can see it.
也许你是对的 Maybe you're right.
但那很正常 每个人都一样 But that's normal. It's the same for everybody.
你们都嫉妒我们 You were all jealous of us.
你以为我没注意到? You think I didn't notice?
不要给我讲那屁话! Don't give me that bullshit!
是你才需要那种嫉妒的氛围 蠢货 It's you who needed that cloud of jealousy around you, dickhead.
这是你感受现实的垃圾方式 It was your fucked-up way of feeling real.
回想高中时 你把那个女生的头发弄乱 You messed with the girl's head way back at high school.
给她书送她东西 Giving her books and stuff.
那些鬼把戏 Those tricky schemes.
自欺欺人 以为不会分手 Live in la-la land, ignore the possibility of breaking up.
然后现实给予打击 Then when real life hits home,
便怪罪他人 just blame other people.
海蒂斯犹豫了很长时间 你没注意到吗? Hatice had wandering eyes for ages. Didn't you notice?
骗子! Liar!
你这么说只是因为海蒂斯不理你... You're only saying that because Hatice ignored you...
即便你送了书 耍了花招 in spite of all your books and underhand schemes.
别他妈太自信 Don't be so damn sure.
如果你问我 If you ask me.
去你的! Fuck you!
去你的! 混蛋! Fuck you! Asshole!
混蛋! Asshole!
我要杀了你! I'm gonna kill you!
给他一些钱 Give the boy some money.
我在跟你说话! I'm talking to you!
他要考试 快点 He's doing an exam, c'mon.
你在开玩笑? 什么钱? You joking? What money?
你有我的银行卡 我的工资 You have my bank card, my wages.
你以为还完你的债还能剩什么? What do you think's left after I pay your debts?
走开 阿苏曼! Get off my back, Asuman!
你本可以告诉我「我找到了钱」 You could have told me. I'd have found the money.
能有什么用? What would that change?
你会干什么? What would you have done?
赌马! Bet it on a horse!
好 就这样吧 OK, that'll do.
别吵了! 我去搭顺风车 Stop it! I'll hitchhike.
等等 我马上回来 Wait, I'll be right back.
你没有钱吗? Don't you have any money?
现在凑合下 我会给你的 Make do for now. I'll send some along.
算了吧 Forget it.
真的? Really?
- 你带身份证了吗? - 带了 - Do you have your ID? - Yes.
校长测试的时候我就忘了我的 I forgot mine once for a head teacher's exam.
他们不让我进去 They wouldn't let me in.
即使考官是个老朋友 Even though the examiner was a pal.
他拒绝让我进去 He refused to let me in.
我不想说他是嫉妒 I wouldn't say he was jealous.
他是个好朋友 He was a good friend.
给你 Here you go.
- 凑合用着 - 谢谢 - Make do with that. - Thanks.
祝你好运 Good luck.
谢谢 Thanks.
考完给我们打电话 Call us when you're done.
祝你好运! Good luck!
好的 再见 OK, bye.
天啊 你走得真快! God, you walk fast!
我跑着仍然无法赶上你 I ran and I still couldn't catch up with you.
你跟过来做什么? What are you doing here?
我想我能去车站送送你 I thought I'd see you off at the bus station.
你没必要这样 You really don't need to.
没事 反正今天我也有空 It's no big deal. I'm free today anyway.
回去吧 我不是不认识路 Go back. It's not like I don't know the way.
没错 但今天不同 True, but today is different.
你的命运将在今天定格! 你在参加州考试! Your fate will be sealed today! You're taking a state exam!
你可能会在爱琴海岸边的一个美丽小镇找个差事... You might find yourself in a nice town on the Aegean coast...
或东部偏远的大雪村 or a remote snowbound village in the East.
不要去东部 Don't knock the East.
即便在那里 日子也不容易 Even there, it's not easy these days.
我知道不容易 I know it isn't.
你需要做什么? 工作! What do you need to do? Work!
不再是你那年代了 It's not like in your day.
有30万名教师在等待工作 There are 300,000 teachers waiting for jobs.
所以? So?
你会取得一个好成绩 然后击败他们 You'll get a good score then and beat them all.
- 我? - 是的 你 - Me? - Yes, you.
他们只能望尘莫及 They'll watch you leave them behind.
好了 OK then.
如果你不确定就留空 Leave it blank if you're unsure.
除非是二选一 Unless it's a choice of two.
否则 继续 不要乱猜 Otherwise, move on, don't guess.
你为什么告诉我这个? Why are you telling me this?
因为这是数学可证的 Because it's mathematically proven.
- 你有烟吗? - 没有 - You got a cigarette? - No.
有零钱吗? 我去买点 Any change? I'll go and get some.
怎么了? What?
好吧 我们一起去 你买 OK, we'll go together and you get them.
那好吧 OK then.
顺便问一句 教学要多少分及格? By the way, what's the pass score for teaching?
你不必假装有兴趣 You don't have to pretend to be interested.
我不是假装 I'm not pretending.
你怎么了? What's up with you?
之前有及格分吗? Was there a pass score before?
没有 所以我问 No. That's why I'm asking.
看! 内贾蒂点上了烧烤架 Look! Necati has lit his grill.
吃肉丸三明治吗? How about a meatball sandwich?
这个点吃肉丸? Meatballs at this time of day?
你不是刚吃过早餐吗? Didn't you just have breakfast?
不 你妈妈在唠叨我 No. Your mum was nagging me.
我就逃出来找你了 I escaped right after you.
反正快中午了 Anyway, it's almost noon.
你要长途 你不饿吗? You have a journey ahead. Aren't you hungry?
长途? 只需要90分钟 A journey? It only takes 90 minutes.
希望如此 I suppose so.
好吧 Right then.
那给我三明治钱 Then give me money for a sandwich.
闻起来真香 It smells so good.
你永远戒不掉 是吗! You never give up, do you!
好吧 那算了 算了吧 你考试吧 别担心 OK, never mind. Forget it. You've got your exam. No worries.
祝你好运! 加油 Good luck! Off you go.
看 车要开了 Look, the bus is about to leave.
没关系 算了 去找个座位 It's OK, forget it. Find a seat.
去坐下 Go and sit down.
好吧 拿着这个 你自便吧 OK, take this. Treat yourself.
好的 好的 Fine, OK.
好 OK.
保重 Take care.
- 不知道的空着 - 好 - Leave the ones you don't know. - OK.
祝你好运! Good luck!
谢谢 Thanks.
考试结束了 孩子? Is the exam over, son?
考试结束了吗? Is the exam over?
你怎么亲自招呼? 学徒呢? How come you're serving? Where's the apprentice?
学徒? The apprentice?
那傻逼烧伤了蛋蛋 The fucker burned his balls.
我今早让他看着包 I left a bag here this morning.
他会回来的 He'll be back.
他觉得服务很难 傻逼 He finds serving tough, the fucker.
我们这没人? No one from our gang here?
他们不再来了 They stopped coming.
但你知道 那个孩子? But you know, that kid?
好像他现在当警察了 他可以远离了 Seems he's now a cop. He can stay away.
- 你不喜欢警察吗? - 我不喜欢他 - You don't like cops? - I don't like him.
让他去东边 炸烂他的屁股 Let him go to the east and get a bomb up his ass.
我回家一段时间 就他妈换了一代人! I'm home for just a while and there's a new fucking generation!
内华纳特 你的贫穷有一种后现代氛围 I sense a postmodern vibe to your poverty, Nevzat.
你在想什么? What are you thinking about?
250里拉就能解决我的问题 Well, 250 lira would solve my problems.
什么? What?
什么什么? What what?
听起来像仔细计算的 Those look like detailed calculations.
首先 我需要140里拉来恢复通电 First I need 140 lira to reconnect the fucking electricity.
我只欠120但是有20里拉的恢复费 I only owe 120 but there's a 20-lira reconnection fee.
然后 在我的儿子休假回家时 Then when my son came home on leave,
我从拐角那个小贩那里拿了8里拉的香蕉 I got 8 lira's worth of bananas from that hawker on the corner.
这个家伙每天都瞪我 好像我绿了他! Every day the guy glares at me like I fucked his wife!
如果我把钱给他 我们都轻松 If I pay him, we'll both be spared.
我需要去家乐福买面 米饭 麦片3包10里拉 From Carrefour I need pasta, rice and bulgur, 3 packets for 10 lira.
按照内政部长要求 The interior minister's orders.
马尔马拉社团会提供橄榄 Marmara Co-op has olives on offer.
我能得到一些 I'll get some.
在冬天到来之前还要修鞋 And there are shoe repairs before winter arrives.
但我希望 But I'm hoping
他不会收我钱 he won't charge me.
哦 我还需要一包挂盆螺丝 Oh, and I need a basin screw.
我会把剩下的给我儿子 I'll send what's left to my son.
他在军队需要用 He needs it in the army.
- 挂盆螺丝? - 是的 - A basin screw? - Yes.
为什么要付钱? 从另一个盆上拧一个 Why pay for it? Nick it from another basin.
我想过 但那些都不合适! I would, but none of them fucking fits!
我听说有些银行有个系统... I hear some banks have this system...
给军队汇款不收费 of not charging to wire money to the army.
你知道吗? Have you heard of it?
嘿 谢谢你 Hey, thanks for that.
- 我在跟你说话! - 什么? - I'm talking to you! - What?
我说 有些银行有个系统 I said, some banks have this system
给军队汇款不收手续费 where they don't take commission to wire money to the army.
- 你知道吗? - 我没聋! - Do you know about it? - I'm not deaf!
刚才忙着 所以没听到 I was busy, that's why I didn't hear.
不 我不知道 No, I don't know about it.
这不是手稿 This isn't a manuscript.
什么? What?
这是一个看起来像手稿的印刷版 It's a printed edition made to look like a manuscript.
- 你怎么知道? - 从这些小点 - How can you tell? - From the tiny dots.
小点? Tiny dots?
你想看可以看看 Take a look if you like.
- 所以这不值钱? - 是啊 - So it's not worth anything? - Well.
这有年头了 你看 It's pretty old, you see.
不是所有的旧东西都值钱 Old things aren't always valuable.
当然 但... Sure, but...
那它值多少钱? So how much is it worth?
苏莱曼先生? Mr Suleyman?
你好 Hello.
你还记得我吗? Do you remember me?
我们在「文学与乡村」研讨会上见过 We met at the "Literature and rurality" symposium.
是吗? Really?
实际上我在观众席 但是休息时我们对视过 I was in the audience actually but our eyes met once during the interval.
不过我不记得了 I don't remember, but whatever.
对不起 我很高兴在这见到你 Sorry, I'm surprised to see you here.
你有空吗? 我有个问题 Do you have a moment? I have a question.
当然 说吧 Sure. Go ahead.
我可以坐下吗? Let me sit down. Do you mind?
抱歉 如果你没空 Sorry, if you don't have time.
不 有空 没事 No, I do. It's OK.
顺便说一下 我叫锡兰 I'm Sinan by the way.
是吗 锡兰? Yes, Sinan?
首先 我要说我读过你所有的书 First, let me say I've read nearly all your books.
- 真的吗? - 当然 - Really? - Sure.
一个有梦想的年轻作家不读 It'd be unwise of a young aspiring writer
本地最著名的作家是不明智的 not to read the best-known local author.
至少在名义上 Strategically at least.
你说「名义」是? When you say "strategically"?
这不是说竞争关系 It's not about checking out the competition.
但是要想了解不同的视角如何 But you want to know how a different set of eyes
看待同一片土地 sees the same land,
同样的景象 同样的人 the same views, the same people.
所以你想成为一名作家? So you want to be a writer?
嗯 是 我现在正在写作 因为它很有前途 Well, yes. I'm writing now, for what it's worth.
什么文体? What genre?
我不知道 就像对当地「生活文化」的思考一样 I don't know. Something like musings on the local 'life culture'.
从一个地方升华的东西? Promotional things about the area?
- 不 绝不 你怎么这么想? - 为什么不呢? - No, never. What gave you that idea? - Why never?
「不讲事实 只做诠释」 "There are no facts, only interpretations"
引用大师的话 To quote the master.
我不是一个让自己沉浸在本地的人 I'm not someone to immerse myself so deeply in the local.
如果我的写作必须归类... If my writing had to be categorized...
可以说是散文或短篇小说 some would say essays or short stories,
但又不相同 but it's not that either.
局部可能会有那种感觉 On their own, the pieces might be perceived that way,
但作为一个整体 but taken as a whole,
我认为它们应该被视为一种奇特的虚构自传体超小说 I'd argue that they should be seen as a quirky autofiction meta novel.
超小说? A meta novel?
是 Yes.
所以 我努力将它们整合成一本书 Hence my effort to pull it all together into a single book.
如果我能找到赞助商或出版商的话 That's if I can find a sponsor or publisher.
这并不容易 Which isn't exactly easy.
你会有办法的 You'll manage.
那关于什么呢 这部所谓的奇特的超小说? So what's it about, this so-called quirky meta novel?
我想它是几句话难以言明的小说之一 I guess it's one of those novels you can't describe in a sentence or two.
别担心 吐露一两个词不会让它掉价 Don't worry, a word or two won't deflower it.
不要那么保守 Don't be so reticent.
不是那样 而是... It's not that, but...
一些简单的头脑总是希望把作品简化成僵硬的中心思想 Simple minds like to reduce a work to a rock-solid central idea.
我是说他们 I was referring to them.
我没有把你归为那种 I don't include you in that mob
因为不能提炼出一句话思想 who deem a novel a failure
而把小说视为失败的人 if they can't draw a one-sentence moral from it.
相信我 Trust me.
好 好的 OK, fine.
我知道第一部小说都是怎样的 你脱离实际 I know how first novels are. You retreat from the world,
以为每个人都在等你的书 但其实... thinking everyone's waiting for your book. But then...
别误会我的意思 Don't get me wrong.
我不怕你会偷走我的想法 I'm not afraid you'll steal my ideas.
我的天啊! My goodness!
我为什么这么想? Why would I think that?
这完全是荒谬的 It's totally ridiculous.
我想我说错了 对不起 I guess I said the wrong thing. I'm sorry.
没关系 That's OK,
但你说你有一个问题 but you said you had a question.
我快走了 I need to go soon.
没关系 我知道答案 It doesn't matter. I know the answer.
是吗? Yes?
当时除你之外还有其他作家 There were other writers besides you
在那次研讨会上发言 speaking at that symposium.
主持人读了他们所有人的传记 The moderator read out all their biographies.
嗯? Yes?
我想知道那些作家是 I was wondering if the writers
自己写了这些传记 wrote those biographies themselves
还是组委会? or was it the organizing committee?
我想每个人写自己的 I expect everyone wrote their own.
怎么? Why?
我这么想的 I thought so.
人们在描述自己时做出的选择... The choices people make when they're describing themselves...
他们认为重要的事情 他们用的词 他们... the things they consider important, the words they use, they're all...
好吧 有趣 well, interesting.
什么意思? Meaning?
这就像对自我形象的考验 It's like a test of your self-image.
尽你所能去掩饰 Try as you may to hide it,
它还是会有几分揭示自己 it reveals itself somehow.
然后你不禁会想你不需要去读 Then you can't help thinking you don't need to read
一个作者的自我宣传 an author advertising himself,
就像一个等待交易的奴隶 like a slave waiting to be bought.
好吧 你可以这么想 Well, think that if you want,
但你不应该那样看待它 but you shouldn't look at it like that.
不要以一个作者的个性来评判他的作品 Don't judge a writer's work by his personality.
这是两个不同的东西 They're two different things.
你怎么能这样说? How can you say that?
作家如何取信 How can a writer be credible
如果他看不到他的真实自我? if he can't see his real self?
听着 年轻人... Listen, young man...
我对你很惊讶 I'm surprised at you.
- 你叫什么名字? - 锡兰 - What was your name? - Sinan.
锡兰 如果你来挑衅我 有很多方法可以做到 Sinan, if you're here to provoke me, there are many ways to do it.
不 当然不 No, of course not.
- 你误会了 - 你喋喋不休 - You misunderstand. - You don't stop.
你不是在跟白痴说话 You aren't talking to an insentient being.
- 我为什么挑衅你? - 不 好了 - Why would I provoke you? - No, OK.
绝对不是... Far be it from me...
听着 我见过很多 不过... Look, I've seen a lot. No matter, but...
我想说的是 What I'm trying to say is this.
当时有五个作家在那里 There were five of us writers there.
有些传记令你困扰了吗? Did some of the bios bother you?
不 完全没有 No, not bother exactly,
令我尴尬可能更准确 西利曼先生 embarrass might be more accurate, Mr Silleyman.
你是学生 对吧? You're a student, right?
- 我刚刚毕业 - 是吗? - I just graduated. - Really?
做什么? In what?
小学老师 Primary teacher.
非常好 That's good.
还不错 我想 Not bad, I guess.
现在呢? 回教室? So what now? The classroom?
我要等今天的考试结果 I need to wait for the results of today's exam.
- 今天考试? - 是的 - The exam was today? - Yes.
怎么样? How did it go?
不是很好 我可能要另谋生路 Not great. I may have to pick another career.
比如? Such as?
比如警察 The police for instance.
像许多找不到工作的老师一样 Like lots of teachers who can't get a job.
我有一个学文学的朋友 I have a friend who graduated in literature.
他加入了防暴警察 He joined the riot police
没有工作的时候 那也很好 when no job came up. It pays well, too.
像我这样 我可以写作为生 In my case, I could write for a living.
再说吧 We'll see.
- 写作也不容易 - 当然不 - Writing isn't easy either. - Sure isn't.
但是不要让我吓到你 But don't let me discourage you.
不 我不害怕面对事实 就是这样 No, I'm not afraid of facing the facts, that is.
写这本书的时候我遇到了很多问题 I struggled with a lot of issues when writing the book,
我不否认 I can't deny it.
但最困难的是 But the hardest thing of all
我的写作很普通 was to find my writing ordinary,
不太可能引起人的兴趣 unlikely to interest anybody.
你写过类似的东西 You write kind of similar stuff.
你是如何坚持自信到底的? How do you sustain your self-belief to the end?
重要的不是你写什么 而是你怎么写 It's not what you write, but how you write it that matters.
我们又回到了老生常谈 We're back to the famous cliche.
是的 但陈词滥调 Yes, but cliches
有时包含基本事实 sometimes contain fundamental truths.
当我写作时 我用我的收获来丰富生活与平庸 When I write, I enrich life, banality, with what I bring.
关键在于 The point being
看起来再普通不过了 nothing is as ordinary as it seems.
我揉面团 拉伸 I knead the dough, let it rise
烘烤 and bake it.
然后我们吃它 Then we eat it.
是的 Well.
- 你明白我的意思吗? - 当然 - You see my point? - Sure.
到处都有主题 There's subject matter everywhere,
只要你能看到它 but only if you can see it.
如果你能看到却表达不出来怎么办? What if you can see it but not articulate it?
你需要努力 不过天赋最重要 You need to work. But talent is the main thing.
那像我们这样的人应该放弃写作吗? So should people like us give up writing?
你说的「我们」? When you say "us"?
人们不是生而神奇 People not born with that magical power.
坦白地说 我觉得我很幸运 Frankly, I think I'm lucky there.
不要那么快给自己下定义 Don't be so quick to judge yourself.
你在写自己的第一本书 You're on your first book.
它甚至尚未发布 And it hasn't even been published yet.
你必须继续战斗 You must soldier on.
或者准备去东部教书 Or knuckle down to teach in the east.
都要去做 Do that anyway.
而且记住 教书 And remember teaching
是为了留出时间写作 is one job that leaves time for writing.
也许这就是为什么周围有这么多作家兼老师的原因 Maybe that's why there are so many writer-teachers around.
无论如何 Anyway.
谈到写作 我不相信借口 When it comes to writing, I don't believe in excuses.
一个优秀的作家不会抱怨 他坐下 写作 A good writer doesn't whine. He sits down and writes.
无论情况如何 Whatever the circumstances.
以忽视家人和朋友为代价 At the cost of neglecting family and friends
或者在需要时利用他们? or using them if need be?
为什么不? Why not?
什么都可以 只要你的良心能承受 Anything goes if your conscience can handle it.
你已经懂了 You already know that.
- 如果不能怎么办? - 那你就会受苦 - What if it can't? - Then you'll suffer for it.
作家必须能够承担风险 Writers must be able to take risks.
铁不铸不成钢 Iron doesn't become steel without time in the furnace.
比方说你准备放弃一样东西 Say there's an object you're prepared to discard.
大多数人认为它是神圣的 但它其实只是个东西 Most people see it as sacred, but ultimately it's an object.
现在 这个东西可以极大地帮助别人 Now, this object can help someone so much
它甚至可能为人类的进步做出微小的贡献 that it may even contribute minutely to the advancement of humanity.
是吗? Yes?
依你之见 In your opinion,
为了自己而背着原主人占有它 would it be out-of-line to grab the object for yourself
会不道德吗? behind the owner's back?
也许不会 但... Maybe not, but...
如果原主人抓住了这个「占有者」 if the owner then bashes the 'grabber' on the head
打爆了他的头 and breaks his skull,
那也不会不道德了 that wouldn't be out-of-line either.
无论如何 我得走了 Anyway, I have to go.
任何人都会认为你在逃跑 Anyone would think you're running away.
我已经待了太久了 I've already stayed too long.
我还有最后一个问题 I still have one last question.
多重要? For how many points?
很重要 Lots.
那样的话 继续吧 In that case, go ahead.
大多数参加研讨会的偏远地区的作家 Most of the rural writers at the symposium
都认为文学 agreed that literature
只有以语言为中心 has no centre other than the language,
才能下笔如有神 where pen meets paper.
我要走了! I'm off now!
再见 苏莱曼先生! Goodbye, Mr Suleyman!
你真的相信吗? Do you really believe that?
这个主题太大了 It's a bit too vast a subject.
- 你不相信吗? - 我不知道 - Don't you believe it? - I don't know.
他们读了一封拒绝前来的作家的信 They read a letter from a writer who refused to come.
- 你记得? - 是的 - You remember? - Yes.
我很想知道你的看法 I'd love to know what you thought of it.
这位作家称自己是一个未开化的乡下人 The writer called himself an undiluted rural man.
我不记得信中究竟是什么 I don't remember exactly what was in the letter.
要点是微妙地谴责或表达他的蔑视 The gist was to subtly condemn or show his contempt
给那些参加这类活动的人 for those taking part in these kinds of events.
这就是我要问的原因 That's why I'm asking.
如果我是一个像你一样的演讲者 If I'd been a speaker there like you,
这会让我感到不舒服 it would've made me uncomfortable.
为什么? Why?
我不知道 想到那封信 I don't know. But given the letter,
演讲者们突然看起来像 the speakers suddenly looked like
一群文化传教士 cultural missionaries
宣称如果他们不写作他们就会死 who came there to say they'd die if they couldn't write.
你知道吗? You know what?
你就像《幸存者》中的塞米尔 你为什么这么叛逆? You're like Semir in Survivor. Why are you so contrarian?
所以你看《幸存者》! So you watch Survivor!
但我认为艺术家 But I thought artists
不就应该反对一切吗? were supposed to oppose everything?
不 你想错了 No. You have the wrong idea.
如果我负责 我就不会读出那封信 If I'd been in charge, I wouldn't have read out the letter.
我不想成为廉价的宣传工具 I wouldn't want to be part of a cheap stunt.
这远程操控的宣言算什么? What is this remote-controlled manifesto?
那封信惹恼了你? The letter annoyed you?
不 我根本不在乎 No, I don't give a damn.
狗在叫 大篷车在前进 The dogs bark, the caravan moves on.
有很多方法可以获得重视 There are many ways to be valued.
我不傻 I'm not stupid.
我看到他们如何试图引起人们的关注 I see how they try to grab the limelight.
他从一开始就说过 He said that, from the start,
发誓绝不参加这些活动 he swore never to go to these events.
一方面 For one thing,
你不要像开始一份正规工作那样开始写作 you don't start writing like you start a regular job.
那成了一种廉价的游戏 That's just a cheap game.
但在这个没有神圣的世界里 But in this world where nothing is sacred,
有人为了艺术而孤立自己 someone isolating himself for the sake of art
没带给你希望吗? doesn't give you hope?
他拒绝团队 拒绝合作 He refuses teamwork, collaborations
拒绝艺术联盟 and artistic alliances.
恰恰相反 On the contrary,
那封信给我的印象是一个天真的年轻人 that letter struck me as the dithering of a naive youth
踌躇又羞怯 too mortified to speak
不敢在他高估的人面前讲话 in front of a crowd he overrates,
却只能不顾一切地自欺欺人 将失败掩藏在 but desperate to conceal this failing from himself and the world
哲学的面纱之下 under the veil of philosophy.
但你还不明白这一点 But you won't understand this yet.
为什么不? Why not?
你太年轻了 You're too young.
随着年龄的增长 你会开始看到 As you get older you will begin to see
像那封信那样的浪漫冒险 romantic ventures like that letter
只是年轻人内心的过度冒失 as the callow excesses of a young heart.
过度冒失? Callow excesses?
这封信还不错 The letter's not bad.
我认为是一种慷慨激昂的 I see it as an impassioned cry
来自乡村深处的哭诉 from the depths of the countryside.
不过... Nonetheless...
但很遗憾 我发现它太矫揉造作 I'm sorry to say I find it sugary
还有令人作呕的多愁善感 and nauseatingly sentimental.
不要以为我见到你之后没有很快意识到 Don't think I didn't realize soon after meeting you,
你是一个无可救药的痴迷浪漫主义者 that you're an incurably obsessed romantic.
我并不痴迷... I'm not obsessed...
但尽管如此 But despite everything,
如你所见 我没有走开 as you saw, I didn't walk away.
我没有赶你走 I didn't send you packing.
我让你和盘托出 I let you get it all out.
我很有耐心和礼貌 尽管你有讽刺和暗示 I was patient and polite despite your sarcasm and insinuations.
- 但现在是时候让我回家了! - 不 不! 没有讽刺 - But it's time you let me go home! - No, no! There was no sarcasm.
好吗? 让我回家 OK? Let me go home
把脚泡在盐水中! and soak my feet in salt water!
- 你知道为什么? - 你误会了 - You know why? - You misunderstand.
因为过去的半小时我只认清一个事实 Because there's just one reality I've been aware of the last half-hour.
我腿疼 The searing pain in my legs
我脖子疼 and sneaky pain in my neck
就等着 just waiting
头疼欲裂了 to become a killer migraine.
你知道这意味着什么 年轻的朋友? You know what that means, young friend?
我他妈不关心文学的中心 I don't fucking care about the centre of literature
是语言还是其他狗屎! being language or any other shit!
这就是你这样天真的大脑无法理解的东西! That's what naive brains like yours fail to grasp!
不只有一个现实! There isn't only one reality!
扯远了 That's going a bit far.
文学 成功... 你自己留着吧! Literature, success... You can keep them!
- 都是你的了! - 人们在看着 - All yours! - People are staring.
现在给我诺贝尔奖我都不要! I'd turn down a Nobel Prize right now!
我说的够清楚了吗? Can I be any clearer?
对不起 年轻的朋友 我要走了! So excuse me, young friend. I'm going!
去你的吧 拒绝诺贝尔! Fuck you if you'd turn down a Nobel!
苏莱曼先生! Mr Suleyman!
你能不能看下我的初稿? Could you possibly read my first draft?
能得到你的反馈将非常荣幸 It would be great to get your feedback,
特别是在一场长篇大论之后 especially after that last tirade.
对不起 我做不到 Sorry, I can't do that.
真的? 为什么? Really. Why?
如果我去读每一本要我读的书 If I tried to read every book I was asked to,
我还怎么写我自己的? how would I ever write my own?
不会的 不会有多大的损失 Don't then. That wouldn't be a great loss.
好 好 只是开个玩笑 OK, OK. That was a joke.
无论如何 还是非常感谢 Anyway, thanks all the same.
嗨 醒醒 Hey, wake up.
我们到了 We've arrived.
去投注店! Go to the betting shop!
让他很惭愧地见到你 So he's ashamed to see you.
怎么回事 穆哈拉姆? What's this about, Muharrem?
教师应树立榜样 Teachers should set an example.
他树立了什么榜样? What kind of example is he?
去吧 他可能会感到羞耻! Go and he might be ashamed!
你是个榜样吗? Are you an example?
看看你! Look at you!
秃子! Baldy!
嘿! 欢迎 Hey! Welcome.
那是什么? 鱼? What's that? Fish?
你又变了 You're something else.
怎么了? What's up?
你不去教师俱乐部 You don't go to the Teachers' Club,
你和这些白痴一起坐在这里 you sit here with these idiots.
什么白痴? What idiots?
你什么时候回来的? When did you get back?
去俱乐部逛逛 Go hang out at the Club.
你在这里做什么? What you doing in this dive?
读报纸 我等会儿去那里 Reading the paper. I'll go there later.
每次 你欠债的人都会伏击我 Every time, somebody you owe ambushes me.
我受够了! I'm fed up!
你拖累了我们 You're dragging us into your swamp.
谁伏击了你? 他们怎么敢? Who ambushed you? How dare they?
好大的胆子! What a nerve!
真是太大胆了 What a nerve indeed.
你怎么能这么轻松 How can you be so relaxed
让我们替你受过? while we bear the brunt?
说真的 秘诀是什么? Seriously, what's the secret?
你在说什么? 因为我在读报纸? What are you saying? Because I'm reading the paper?
你仍然以为是读报纸的事吗! You still think it's about reading the paper!
你不是保证不回来吗? Didn't you promise not come back here?
我没在赌博 我在读我的报纸 I'm not gambling. I'm reading my paper.
因为你必须读 因为你没有... Reading because you have to. Because you don't have...
钱可以赌! the money to gamble!
又来了 Here we go again.
又来了 Here you go again.
我不知道该给你怎么说了 I don't know what to say to you anymore.
考试怎么样? How was the exam?
不好 Bad.
你能指望什么? 我没学过 What do you expect? I didn't study.
为什么不? Why not?
我只是没有 I just didn't.
没关系 至少大学已经结束了 Never mind. At least college is over.
学习然后明年继续 Study and retake it next year.
你在找什么? What are you looking for?
一个旧笔记本 An old notebook.
它似乎不见了 It seems to be missing.
有人在这里翻过吗? Has anyone been rummaging in there?
不 谁会这样做? No. Who would do that?
把那本绿色影集递给我 好吗? Pass me that green album, will you?
看这个 Look at that.
当我看到这个和他从小玩到大的大人物时 When I see the bigwigs he used to hang around with,
现在难以置信 it's hard to believe now.
谁是大人物? Who were these bigwigs?
我不知道 校长啊 I don't know. Head teachers,
教委会的人之类的 people from the education board, that kind.
这就是你所说的大人物吗? Is that what you call bigwigs?
是的 体面 诚实的人 Yes. Decent, honest people.
不像那个现在玩一起的埃克雷姆 Not like that Ekrem he hangs outwith now.
瞧他多垃圾 Look how low he's sunk.
哪个埃克雷姆? Which Ekrem?
还记得工业园你那个朋友吗? Remember your pal from the industrial park?
大头埃克雷姆? Ekrem with the big head?
不要贬低他人 太没教养了! Stop doing people down. Shame on you!
就是个混蛋! What a jerk!
跟他爸爸年纪的人交朋友? Friends with a guy his dad's age?
难以置信 Unbelievable.
现在没有人关心我们了 Nobody asks after us now.
他毁了他的名声 He's ruined his reputation.
赌博多年 And with gambling for years,
他至少赢一次让我们看看 he could at least surprise us by winning once.
他只会接着输掉 He'd only gamble it away again.
你怎么知道他从来没赢过? How do you know he's never won?
你分到奖金了 不是吗? You share the winnings, don't you?
要是... If only...
他甚至得过优异奖 He even got a merit award.
当然 Sure.
他以前不是这样的 他雄心勃勃 He wasn't like this before. He was ambitious.
他疯狂工作 He worked like crazy.
现在很难想象 Hard to imagine that now.
时间真是神奇 Time is strange.
稍纵即逝 It slips by without you noticing.
不然呢? 等你做什么? What else would it do? Wait for you to do something?
什么? What?
等谁做什么? Wait for who to do what?
没什么 我只是说时间在流逝 Nothing. I'm just saying time marches on.
曾有人把时间称为无声的锯 Someone once called time a silent saw.
你永远不知道它会对我们做什么 You never know what it'll do to us.
看看他在这张照片上写的 Look what he wrote on this photo.
「我正沿着一条路走 "I'm walking along a road,
不知道它通往哪里」 not knowing where it leads."
看看他用的词 Look at the words he uses.
以为自己是托尔斯泰! Thinks he's Tolstoy!
好像他有胆量一走了之! Like he has the guts to walk away!
不要这么说 他确实跑过一次 Don't say that. He did run off once.
发生了什么? And what happened?
两天后狼狈地回来了 Scuttled back two days later.
我明白你刚才说的话 I understand what you just said.
哪里? Which bit?
时间不会等我们做什么 About time not waiting for us to do something.
嗯? Well?
我们没为你做什么事吗? Have we done nothing for you?
我有这么说吗? Did I say that?
不管怎样 他是你父亲 No matter what, he's your father.
没有他 你都不能上大学 Without him you'd never have gone to college.
他为你努力工作 He worked hard for you.
这有什么用呢? What good did it do?
- 你得到了你想要的一切 - 他把我供起来 就不用再管了 - You got everything you wanted. - He put me in a faith dorm to avoid paying.
所有的孩子都羡慕你的玩具 All the kids envied your toys.
感谢真主 我逃离了那些垃圾 Thank God I've escaped that crap.
你说得容易 You had it easy.
我否认了吗? Did I deny it?
想想他们有多难 Think how hard it was for them.
如果他如此伟大 让他继续 If he's so great, keep him.
40岁时你都要当奶奶了 At 40 you have to start babysitting
你还在这为他辩护! and still you're defending him!
那不一样 瞧瞧周围 That's different. Just look around you.
其他父亲都有暴力 他们酗酒 Other fathers are violent, they drink.
你父亲从未打过你一次 对吧? Your dad never hit you once, did he?
不会比这更好了 做出承诺 It would've been better than making all those promises
然后依旧去博彩店 and still going to the betting shop.
我不想告诉你的 I wasn't going to tell you.
是你逼我的 But you pushed me.
即便我不告诉你 又能改变现实吗? Though if I hadn't told you, would it change the truth anyway?
「我养你不是为了作恶」 I didn't raise you to do evil.
「够了!」 Enough!
「我内心不能接受!」 My heart can't take it!
锡兰? Sinan?
帮他们搬沙发 Give them a hand with that sofa.
我不能 我背不舒服 I can't. My back is a mess.
「我是你妈妈! 看到你开心不是我的权利吗?」 I'm your mother! Isn't it my right to see you happy?
「我必须一直担心你随时会被杀死吗?」 Must I always live with the thought that you'll be killed?
「但是 妈妈! 亲爱的妈妈!」 But, mother! Dearest mother!
「我想活着 不想死!」 I want to live, not die!
「你不记得我们的童年吗?」 Don't you remember our childhood?
「衣衫破烂 没有父亲 都是痛苦!」 Growing up in rags, no father. All that suffering!
有绳子吗? Got any rope?
工人对我们大喊大叫 The caretaker's yelling at us.
我们家里有绳子吗? Do we have any rope in the house?
你有粗绳吗? Have you got any thick rope?
没有绳子我们没法搬沙发 We can't move that couch without it.
- 我们的绳子断了 - 我找找看 - Our rope broke. -I'll have a look.
我们不想弄花那些新涂的墙 We don't want to mark those newly painted walls.
「我们的父亲死于贫穷」 Our father died in poverty
「而我们在街头的灯下学习」 while we studied under street/amps.
「我冒着生命危险避免成为奴隶」 I risked death to avoid being a slave.
「改变了什么? 谁爱你?」 And what did it change? Who loves you?
「每个人都害怕你」 Everyone's afraid of you.
「每个人都讨厌你」 Everyone hates you.
「甚至是你的朋友」 Even your friends.
「甚至是我!」 Even me!
这条怎么样? How's this?
有更粗的吗? Got anything thicker?
没了 这条不行吗? No. Won't this do?
我们可以试一下 We can try it.
那个楼梯太陡又窄 没绳子不行 That staircase is too steep and narrow to do it without rope.
谢谢 Thanks.
「够了! 够了!」 Enough! Enough!
「我不会让陌生人杀了你! 我会亲自杀了你!」 I won't let a stranger kill you! I'll kill you myself!
「我是那个会杀了你的人! 我! 我!」 I'm the one who's going to kill you! Me! Me!
「我靠我的枪 我的生命受到威胁」 I rely on my gun. My life is threatened.
「他们要我死在伊斯坦布尔」 They want me dead in Istanbul.
「有人悬赏我的脑袋」 There's a bounty on my head.
「远离就不会了 菲拉特」 Not if you walk away from it, Firat.
「要是你能理解」 If only you'd understand.
「要是你能」 If only you could.
「齐格德姆」 Cigdem,
「你 我和我的枪?」 you, me and my gun?
- 「你 我和我的枪 我们能不那样做吗?」 - 「不」 - You, me and my gun. Can't We do that? - No.
- 「说能!」 - 「不!」 - Say yes! - No!
「说能!」 Say yes!
「不!」 No!
有人从我的口袋里拿钱了吗? Did anyone take money from my pocket?
什么? What?
钱 Money.
有没有人拿了我的钱? Did anyone take my money?
少了300 There's 300 missing.
什么? 什么钱? What? What money?
我之前有700里拉 少了300 I had 700 lira, I'm missing 300.
如果这是玩笑 一点也不好笑 If it was a joke, it's not funny.
谁干的? 钱呢? C'mon, who'd do that? Where was the money?
在我口袋里 In my top pocket.
这怎么可能? What could've happened to it?
你仔细找了吗? Did you have a good look?
可能在你裤子里吗? Could it be in your trousers?
不管是谁拿了 还回来! Whoever took it, give it back!
谁是「谁」? Who's "whoever"?
这里谁会拿你的钱? Who would take your money here?
为什么这么激动? Why all the drama?
冷静! 我们想想 Calm down! Let's just think.
你在对我吼吗? Are you yelling at me?
嘿! 吼什么? Hey! What's the yelling about?
他少了钱指责我们 He lost his money and is accusing us.
什么钱? What money?
在家里丢的? 你最后什么时候见到的? Lost it in the house? When did you last see it?
如果丢了 你就仔细找找 If it's lost, you look for it and find it.
等等 Hang on.
不会是工人干的吧? You don't think it was the workers?
门是开着的 The door was open.
也许你去帮忙时 有人... Maybe when you went to help, someone...
但不 不 那不可能 But no, no. That can't be it.
指责他们是不公平的 It's not fair to accuse them.
他们独自进来的? Were they inside alone?
我去拿绳子时 那家伙在门口 The guy was at the door when I went to get the rope.
但时间不长 But not for long.
绳子就在那里 The rope's there.
天啊 这是什么工人! What workers, for God's sake!
你怎么会有700里拉呢? How come you had 700 lira anyway?
「你怎么会有700里拉?」 "How come you had 700 lira anyway?"
那是我的书钱! It was my book money!
但你已经大学毕业了 But you're done with college.
你们在开玩笑吗? Are you guys taking the piss?
我存着印我的书! I saved it to publish my book!
我写的那本书 不是教科书 The book I wrote, not textbooks.
- 什么书? 什么样的书? - 一本好书! - What book? What kind of book? - A good book!
你写的? You wrote it?
不 爷爷写的! No, Grandad did!
好了 可能有急事 可能有人用钱 OK, something urgent came up, someone needed it. That can happen.
但无论谁拿了 还回来 But whoever took it, give it back.
他还这么说! And he's still saying that!
我们拿了你的钱 是吗? We took your money, did we?
「我们拿了你的钱 是吗?」 "We took your money, did we?"
听他的! Listen to him!
妈妈 说点什么! Mum, say something!
冷静! 邻居们会听到! Calm down! The neighbours will hear!
你在做什么? What are you doing?
停下! Stop!
- 他指责我们偷东西! - 安静 雅斯敏! 进里面去 - He's accusing us of stealing! - Quiet, Yasemin! Get in there.
很好笑 爸爸! 很好笑 Very funny, Dad! Very funny.
放尊重些 Show some respect.
愤怒的人是他自己最大的敌人 An angry man is his own worst enemy.
是否值得为了钱伤心? Is it worth breaking hearts over money?
- 我说「无论是谁」! - 拜托 你是大学生 - I said "whoever"! - C'mon, you're a graduate.
管好你自己的钱! How about looking after your money!
够了! That's enough!
我们坐下 Let's sit down
冷静想想 拜托! and think calmly, for goodness sake!
如果你愿意 我可以把文件留给你 I can leave you the file if you like.
读完可能需要一些时间 It might take a while to read the whole thing.
不用 写的很好 No need. Nice job.
我不知道 也许没什么意思 I don't know. Maybe it makes no sense.
不 这是一本好书 No, it's a great book.
真的 Seriously.
我喜欢这样的东西 I like things like this.
认真的 很好! Seriously, bravo!
谢谢 Thanks.
市长说你是个爱书的人 The mayor said you're a big reader.
没错 我是 That's right, I am.
不过 我最近没读多少东西 I haven't read a lot lately, though.
但我曾经是的 But I used to, yes.
我刚从布尔萨回来 I'm just back from Bursa actually.
- 我妈妈要做手术 - 是吗? - My mother needed surgery. - Really?
除了带来压力 Apart from the stress,
还花了很多钱 it cost a lot.
很遗憾听到这样 Sorry to hear it.
我还想翻新这个地方 I also want to rewamp this place.
我想扩建前端 让它更像个企业 I want to extend the front to give it a more corporate look.
好主意 但现在也不错 Good idea. But this also works.
完成后 When it's done,
我要拍照 I want to photograph it.
你有照相机吗? Do you have a camera?
没有 No.
但我能找到一个 But I could get one.
实际上我家里有一个旧的 I have an old one at home actually.
我不知道它还能不能用 它很小 I don't know if it would do. It's small.
好的 锡兰? Yes, Sinan?
嗯... Well...
这是关于生活 人 这里的「生活文化」 lt's all about life, people, the 'life culture' here.
很好 很棒 Nice, bravo.
- 祝贺你 真的 - 谢谢 - Congratulations. Really. - Thanks.
- 我喜欢努力工作的人 - 谢谢 - I like hard workers. - Thanks.
写这篇文章要多长时间? How long did it take you to write this?
这不像计算卡车里的沙子... Well it's not like counting truckloads of sand...
但差不多 你在生产一些东西 我也是 But all the same, you're producing something, so am I.
好的 不同的东西 但同样的想法 OK, different things, but same idea.
我同意 I agree.
因为如果我不做计算... Because if I don't do my calculations...
只说沙子在路上... Say the sand is on its way...
在运输之前我不能等待灵感! I can't wait for inspiration before I transport it!
是的 你很对 True. You're absolutely right.
我们就是这样 So there we are.
事实上 In fact.
再看吧 We'll see.
我写完了 但出版是另一回事 I wrote it, but publishing is a whole new business.
你会有办法的 You'll manage.
等出版时 给我一本 But bring me a copy when it's out.
我对这种生活文化的事情很好奇 I'm curious about this life culture thing.
恰纳卡莱也在那里 Canakkale is in there, too.
你是说河对岸? You mean across the water?
不 不是战争公墓 No, not the War Cemetery.
说实话 我不认为这是对的 To be honest, I don't think it's right
立即将恰纳卡莱与特洛伊或战争公墓联系起来 to immediately associate Canakkale with Troy or the War Cemetery.
为什么不? Why not?
这个地方有自己的生活文化 This place has its own life culture.
但完全被墓地和所有这些所掩盖 But that's totally eclipsed by the cemetery and all that.
但我们因此而闻名世界 But we're world famous for that.
没错 True.
这是世界上保存最完好的战场 It's the world's best-preserved battlefield.
如果世界看重我们 If the world values us for that,
一定有原因 there must be a reason for it.
没错 但我看到了别的东西 True, but I see other things.
有个戴帽子的老人 There's an old man in a fedora,
他卖水果 唱歌 喝酒 who sells fruit, sings, drinks wine.
这就是我写的那种东西 That's the kind of thing I write about.
游客也对他拍照 Tourists take photos of him, too.
等等! Hold on!
你在把维诺·力扎和战争烈士相提并论吗? Are you comparing Wino Riza with our war martyrs?
不 当然不 No, of course not.
稍等一下! Hold on a second!
我不明白 I don't understand.
我没有这么说 我只是... I didn't say that. I just...
你的「生活文化」无处不在 Your "life culture" thing is everywhere.
但是任何地方都有保存的战场吗? But is there a battlefield as well preserved anywhere?
那不一样 我并不是说... That's different. I'm not saying...
为何相信游客? Why trust tourists?
他们拍他们看到的一切 They snap away at everything they see.
如果他们拍老人 If they take photos of the old man,
只是为了好玩 it's for a laugh.
坦白地说 我们没有取得共识 To be frank we're not on the same page here.
如果年轻人像你这样 If youngsters like you
不去捍卫我们的烈士和道德价值观 don't defend our martyrs and moral values,
谁还会呢? who will?
我们怎么讨论这个呢? How did we even get on to this?
按照你的思路 就是这样 You led us here, that's how.
机构和非政府组织都在竞相支持战争公墓 Institutions and NGOs are all competing to support the War Cemetery.
当然 这是他们的工作 Sure they are. It's their job.
他们都用它来获得工作 身份 甚至存在感 They're all using it to get work, an identity, even almost an existence.
你不明白吗? Don't you see that?
谁来照顾80岁仍然需要工作的老人? Who'll look after the old man who still has to work at 80?
- 那不是更重要吗? - 好像没人似的! -Isn't that more important? - As if he has nobody!
无论如何 他不在书中 因为我为他感到难过 Anyway, he isn't in the book because I felt sorry for him.
我只是在寻找生活的秘密 I'm just searching for life's secrets.
这是一个没有抱怨的老人 Here is an uncomplaining old man
他似乎知道幸福的秘诀 who seems to know the secret to happiness.
他的世界可能有一个可以帮助我们所有人的秘密 His world might contain a secret that could help us all.
已有大量的关于特洛伊和纪念馆的相似书籍 There's a ton of identical books on Troy and the Memorial already.
如果你有兴趣 找一本看看 If you're that interested, get one and read it.
卡德里耶 那些车辆合同怎么样了? Kadriye, what happened with those vehicle contracts?
把它们发给我 Send them to me.
它们还没来? 好的 提醒他们 They haven't come through? OK, remind them.
我们需要它们 We need them.
你失去的越少 The less you have to lose,
你的责任越少 the less responsibility you have.
你会更快乐 The happier you'll be.
我看不出什么重大秘密 I don't see any big secret in that.
那只是你看待它的方式 That's just the way you see it.
听着 年轻人 Look, young man.
我没受过教育 I'm not educated.
我是一名高中辍学生 I'm a high-school dropout.
但我从未后悔过 But I've never regretted it.
你知道为什么吗? You know why?
因为我相信自己的感受 Because I trust my feelings.
感受和本能是我生活的指南 Feelings and instinct have been my guide in life.
我不记得曾经做错过 I don't remember ever being mistaken.
你真行 Good for you.
但... But...
看看我那些上大学的朋友们 look at my friends who went to university.
他们现在都一塌糊涂 They're all in deep shit today.
有些人为我工作 有些人为其他地方的小人物工作 Some work for me, some work for peanuts elsewhere.
有些人离婚了 Some got divorced.
一个甚至自杀了 One even committed suicide.
当然 教育没错 但这是土耳其 Sure, education is great, but this is Turkey.
如果你想在这个国家生存 If you want to survive in this country,
你需要适应 you need to adapt.
好的 你在学校学东西 OK, you learn stuff at school,
但街上不同 but the street is different.
它总是向前发展 It's always moving forward.
你今天学到的东西明天就没用了 What you learn today will be useless by tomorrow.
这就是为什么现实会打他们的脸 That's why the reality punches them in the face.
他们无法适应 They can't adjust.
他们对普通人冷淡 他们看不起他们 They're standoffish with normal people. They look down on them.
市场是无情的 The market is ruthless.
不会可怜任何人 It takes pity on no one.
所以他们现在在哪? So where are they now?
消失了 永远消失了 Disappeared, gone forever.
但我还在这里! But I'm still here!
我的任何东西都不是与生俱来的 Nothing has come to me ready-made.
我得到的一切 Everything I got,
是用我的血 汗水 和眼泪换来的 I got with my own blood, sweat and tears.
所以我该工作 存钱 自己出版这本书? So I should work, save and publish the book myself?
我当然不是这么说的 Of course I'm not saying that.
但现在考虑一下 实际上那不是一个坏主意 But now I think about it, that's not a bad idea actually.
我来这里 是因为我听说你支持这样的项目 If I'm here, it's because I heard you support projects like this.
我不只是突发奇想 I didn't just turn up on a whim.
那你为什么支持他们? Then why did you support them?
你说的「他们」? When you say "them"?
所有这些项目 All these projects.
你们的标志上了很多海报 Your logo is on a ton of posters.
理事会过去常买很多沙子 这就是我慷慨的原因 The council used to buy a lot of sand. That's why I was generous.
我们达成了协议 We had an agreement.
利益交换 A vested interest then.
你在说什么? What are you talking about?
你必须做这些事 我们是卖沙子的 You have to do these things. We're in the sand business.
我们做我们必须做的事 We do what we have to do.
你对优秀客户友好 有什么是不可以得到的? You're good to good customers. What's not to get about that?
埃克雷姆 So, Ekrem,
你开始下注了吗? you started betting too?
不 我只是在看 No, I'm just looking.
反正我他妈也没钱 I don't have the fucking money anyway.
对 Right.
- 卡米尔! 两杯茶! - 来了! - Kamil! Two teas! - Coming up!
嗯? So?
最近怎么样? So, how's it going?
不错 你呢? Not bad. You?
一如往常 Same as always.
我听说你和我父亲凑在一起? I hear you hang out with my dad?
我有时碰到他 I run into him sometimes.
你们去哪儿? Where do you guys go?
在这里还能去哪? Where can you go here?
从一个该死的茶馆到另一个 To one fucking teahouse or another.
这他妈闹哪样? What the fuck is this?
跟你的同龄人鬼混去 Hang out with guys your own age.
你有毛病吗? What's your problem?
你说什么? What did you say?
你们两个沆瀣一气 You're like two tribes against one fucking elephant.
你不能找其他人吗? Can't you find anyone else?
别在这扯淡! Don't give me this shit!
多年来我们一直绞尽脑汁让他戒赌 We've been busting our asses for years to get the man to quit.
去缠你的同龄人! Stick to your own age group!
去你的! Go fuck yourself!
我遇到他两次怎么了? What's wrong if I ran into him twice?
如果你有问题 滚回去找你爸谈 Fuck off and talk to your dad if you have a problem.
「有一半的新的合格教师被派往东部...」 Half of newly qualified teachers have been posted to the East...
「我已经等了两年了」 I'd been waiting for two years.
「我很乐意去我国家的任何地方」 I'd happily go anywhere in my country.
「我为快乐哭泣 不是因为东部」 I'm crying for joy, not because of the East.
啊! 你什么时候到的? Ah! When did you get here?
一小时前 An hour ago.
因为你开走了车 我搭理发师的车来的 I got a ride with the barber since you took the car.
- 他们在家吗? - 是的 - Are they home? - Yes.
这门的铰链松了 The door here was off its hinges,
所以我想我能修 so I thought I'd fix it.
好 OK.
锡兰! Sinan!
扶着这个 我们把它安回去 Hold this and let's put it back.
等一下 Just a second.
很容易 Easy there.
先上面 Do the top first.
好了 There we go.
我们有空去那里 Let's go up there sometime.
我又挖到一块巨石 I found another boulder.
我清理了它 I've dug around it.
最多只需要一个小时 不麻烦 It'll take an hour at most. It's not a big job.
什么巨石? What boulder?
我回来做苦力的吗? Did I come back for that?
没必要大喊大叫 No need to yell.
你很急吗? Are you in a hurry?
你总是没完 You never stop.
我不想成为你表演的一部分 给你赢得青睐 I'm not about to be part of your show to win favour here.
我不明白 什么表演? I don't follow. What show?
我想要谁的青睐? Whose favour do I want?
你自己知道还问什么? Why ask when you know the answer?
修门能赢回你失去的尊重吗? Is fixing a door going to win back the respect you've lost?
需要修理的不是门 It's not the door that needs fixing.
那是什么? So what is it?
我不知道 I don't know.
你缺少的什么 Whatever you lack.
那是什么意思? What does that mean?
不能只是帮个忙吗? Can't this kind of thing be done just as a favour?
总有人要修门 Someone has to fix the door.
不能纯粹是帮个忙吗? So can't it be fixed purely as a favour?
如果你和我不这样做 谁来呢? If you and I don't do it, who will?
你纯粹是为了帮忙吗? You're doing it purely as a favour?
是的 Yes.
你觉得我不能吗? You don't think I can?
你以为帮忙是为什么? What's your idea of a favour?
告诉我 Tell me.
来 我们谈谈 C'mon, let's talk about that.
安静地坐着! Sit still!
你为什么同意? Why did you agree?
你傻了吗? Has your brain stopped?
说不出话了? Cat got your tongue?
别拽了! Stop pulling!
等等! Wait!
你自己做不了 举起你的手 You can't do that by yourself. Raise your arms.
怎么了 外公? What's up, Gran?
每个人都有自己的算盘 Everyone wants something.
他们从不认为他可能太老了做不了 They never think he might be too old for it.
谁太老了做不了什么? Who's too old for what?
伊玛目韦塞尔! 他希望你外公今天再唱祈祷词 Imam Veysel! He wants your grandpa to sing the azan again today.
所以? So?
他太老了做不了 亲爱的 He's too old for it, love.
我担心他会胡涂 I worry he'll get muddled.
如果他胡涂了 If he gets muddled,
我们就成笑话了! we'll be a laughing stock!
伊玛目在哪儿? Where's the imam going?
我怎么知道? 去参加婚礼 葬礼 How do I know? To a wedding, a funeral.
我受够了这些年轻的伊玛目! I'm sick of these young imams!
他们都一样 They're all the same.
那外公可以拒绝这样做 Then Grandpa could refuse to do it.
他为什么同意? Why did he agree?
他是个软心肠 He's a soft touch.
他借了两个金币 甚至都不还 He borrowed two gold coins and won't even give them back.
- 伊玛目韦塞尔? - 是的 -Imam Veysel? - Yes.
那太离谱了! That's outrageous!
我怀疑我们再也见不到金币了 他不会要回来 I doubt we'll see that gold again. He won't ask for it back.
外公! Grandpa!
嗯? Yes?
韦塞尔真的没还金币吗? Did Veysel really not give back the gold?
你说什么? What did you say?
韦塞尔没还金币? Veysel didn't give back the gold?
没有 他只是借 从来不还 No. He takes and takes and never gives back.
这有违教义 It defies belief.
在我做伊玛目的这些年里 她是我的见证... In all my years as an imam, and she's my witness...
我只是担心他会念错祷文 I just worry he'll fluff the azan.
真主保佑! God forbid!
让村民们取笑 The villagers will have a field day.
不管什么 他们总喜欢八卦 They're always after gossip anyway.
瞧这条裤子 Look at these trousers.
它太大了吗? Are they too big?
不 这不是贴身的 No. They aren't meant to hug you.
他唯一担心的就是他的裤子! And his only worry is his trousers!
给我那条腰带 Give me that belt.
低腰很时尚 外公 Low-rise is trendy now, Grandpa.
哦 见鬼 Well, I'll be damned.
我一定是打瞌睡了 I must have dozed off.
你什么时候到的? When did you get here?
睡在太阳下是干什么? What's with sleeping in the sun?
我很担心 I was worried.
我躺下时还有树影 It was shade when I lay down.
看看你 被蚂蚁爬满了 你怎么能这样睡觉? Look at you, covered in ants. How can you sleep like that?
它们认识我 它们不蜇人 They know me. They don't sting.
弄门还有井 With the door and the well,
我一定是累坏了 I must've worn myself out.
所以你不是在逃避清真寺的祈祷? So you weren't running away the praying time at the mosque?
嗯 那也是 Well, there's that, too.
但是巨石是主要的东西 But the boulder was the main thing.
我挖出来了 I dug it out.
所以我们现在只需要把它拖出来 So we just need to haul it out now.
我要回坎了 来吗? I'm going back to Can. Coming?
等把那块巨石弄出来 Not until that boulder's out.
如果这周下雨 我们就麻烦了 If it rains midweek, we're in trouble.
那好吧 OK, then.
我走了 I'm off.
什么? What?
你笑什么? Why are you laughing?
你今天早上没让我乘车 You didn't offer me a ride this morning.
那现在呢? So why now?
我以为你不会今天早上来 I thought you wouldn't come this morning.
为什么不? 我不是每个周末来这儿吗? Why not? Don't I come here every weekend?
我想你今天可能想去别的地方 I thought you might want to go somewhere else today.
别的地方? 哪里? Somewhere else? Where?
我怎么知道? How do I know?
一定有你想去的地方 There must be places you miss.
那是什么意思? 你想说什么? What does that mean? What are you trying to say?
我不想说什么 I'm not trying to say anything.
无论如何 我要走了 Anyway, I'm going.
好的 走吧 OK, fine. Off you go.
我来支付他的工资 Let me pay his wage
让迈德·阿迈德来到这里 and get Mad Ahmet up here.
然后我搭出租车回坎 Then I'll get a taxi back to Can.
瞧我怎么能花钱 哪有钱? Look how I'm splashing out. With what money?
我昨天没有一分钱 I didn't have a cent yesterday.
而你妈妈有我的银行卡 And your mum has my bank card.
所有这些钱突然从哪来的? Where did all this money suddenly come from?
可疑 不是吗? Suspicious, isn't it?
你在说什么? What are you talking about?
认真的 Seriously.
那是多么慷慨? What kind of generosity is that now?
嗯? Huh?
就在300里拉蒸发的时候 And just when 300 lira evaporated into thin air.
- 你怎么知道是300? - 没错! 我怎么知道的? - How do you know it was 300? - Exactly! I wonder how I know?
你觉得我怎么知道的? How do you think I know?
是的 怎么样? Yes, how?
也许我比你更了解它 Maybe I know more about it than you.
想一想 Think about it.
我怎么知道? How might I know?
我可能已经告诉过你了 I may have told you.
很好! Bravo!
你以为你想出来了 但并不走运 You thought you'd cracked it there, but no such luck.
你需要更多证据 科伦坡! You need more evidence, Columbo!
不要说废话 Don't talk crap.
顺着你的线索 Follow your lead.
用一些逻辑 Use some logic.
如果是工人 那他就都拿走了 If it was the workman, he'd have taken the lot.
他为什么只拿300? Why would he only take 300?
- 对吧? - 所以? -Right? -So?
所以也许这非常明显了 So maybe it's screamingly obvious.
你为什么一直在苦苦挣扎? Why do you keep agonizing?
看 如果不是工人 还有谁可以呢? Look, if it wasn't the workman, who else could it be?
你还没有想到吗? Do you still not get it?
想到什么? Get what?
- 你很认真地在听 - 不 我没有 - You're all ears. - No, I'm not.
好的 你要么乱搞要么... OK, you're either messing around or...
是 要么? Yes, or?
要么什么? Or what?
来吧 说出来 C'mon, out with it.
要么什么? Or what?
说出来 Say it.
要么什么? Or else what?
没什么 Or else nothing.
无论如何 我要走了 Anyway, I'm going.
来吧 要么什么? C'mon, or what?
你一直很对 「要么什么」? 怎么了? You were doing fine until "or what"? What happened?
来吧 要么什么? C'mon, or what?
科伦坡 我在跟你说话 科伦坡! Columbo, I'm talking to you. Columbo!
科伦坡! Columbo!
他赚了不少钱 He earns good money
但他不会住在那里 but he won't live there.
他说那边 He says that over there
不道德很猖獗 immorality is rampant.
我在穆夫提家见过他 I met him at the mufti's.
他在德国工作有报酬 He works in Germany and gets paid over there,
在这里也有报酬 as well as being paid here.
以前不是问题 It wasn't a problem before,
但现在开始困扰我了 but it's begun to bother me now.
在那个年龄 令人担忧 At that age, it's worrying.
你必须讲道理 You have to be reasonable.
当然 True.
孩子总是贪玩 Kids never get tired of playing.
发生了什么事 纳兹米? What's happening, Nazmi?
看起来像土块 It looks like earth.
我猜是孩子 Kids I guess.
你想让我们从人间被驱逐吗? Do you want to get us banished from Earth, too?
嘿 锡兰! Hey, Sinan!
是你吗? Was it you?
甚至你 伊玛目韦塞尔 偷食禁果? Even you, Imam Veysel, chasing after the forbidden fruit?
这是一种罪过! It's a sin!
胡扯! Rubbish!
不要让恶魔诱惑你 Don't let the devil tempt you
既然你在那里 now that you're up there.
我给纳兹米的尖塔拉一条电缆 I got Nazmi a cable for his minaret.
在路上 我们看到了这棵树... On our way, we saw this tree...
苹果诱惑你了吗? And the apples tempted you?
好吧 这很难抗拒 来 尝一口 Well, they're hard to resist. Here. Try a bite.
你说的对 You're right.
你吓到我们了 锡兰 You gave us a fright, Sinan.
纳兹米 把那个桶踢近点 Nazmi, push that tin closer.
纳兹米... Nazmi...
锡兰是我们退休的伊玛目的外孙 Sinan is our retired imam's grandson.
他今天唱中午的祈祷词 He sang the noon azan today.
真的? 太好了 Really? Great.
我称他是我的副手 I call him my deputy.
纳兹米是苏福拉村新的伊玛目 Nazmi is the new imam of Sofular Village
也是我在伊玛目学校的朋友 and my friend from imam school.
真的? 你好 Really? Hello.
你好 Hello.
那你在忙什么? So what are you up to?
奔波 Struggling.
大学毕业了 现在是考试和工作 College is done. Now it's exams and jobs.
我听说你常来这 I hear you're up here a lot.
我猜 每当我有机会的时候 I guess. Whenever I get the chance.
我很幸运能见到你 伊玛目 I'm lucky to see you, imam.
你今天又离开了 一场婚礼 是吗? You were away again today. A wedding, was it?
是啊... Well...
人们发邀请 很难拒绝 People send invitations. It's hard to say no.
穆夫提的妻子很清楚在这里请柬发给谁 The mufti's wife's who knows what sent an invitation all the way here.
你能怎么办? 我甚至不认识他 What can you do? I don't even know him.
当然去吧 Go, of course.
但是不要继续让我外公唱祈祷词 But don't keep offloading the azan on my granddad.
他们担心他会胡涂 老头80岁了也聋了 They're worried he'll get muddled. The man's 80 and deaf.
他不会胡涂 He won't get muddled.
如果他胡涂了呢? And so what if he does?
像他这样虔诚的人肯定可以得到真主的怜悯 A devout man like him can be sure of God's mercy.
村民们会关心真主的怜悯吗? 他会成为一个笑柄 What do villagers care about God's mercy? He'd be a laughing stock.
别担心 你的外公像牛一样壮 Don't worry. Your grandads strong as an ox.
他帮了我很多 真主保佑他 He helps me a lot, God bless him.
- 你是说他是你的替身? - 没错 我的学徒! - You mean he's your stand-in? - Exactly. My apprentice!
老马识途 Good for the old war horse.
你背上沾了灰 Your back is covered in dirt.
你今天在哪里? Where were you today?
卡拉多鲁村 Karadoru Village.
他们那里也收金币吗? Do they always take gold there too?
当然! Sure!
我以为作为一个外来村 它可能会有所不同 I thought as a migrant village it might be different.
不 都一样 这个地方充斥着金币 No, just the same. The place was awash with quarter golds.
但有一些我无法理解的东西 伊玛目纳兹米 But there's something I don't get, Imam Nazmi.
我不知道是不是只有我 但... I don't know if it's just me, but...
这些人难道不会因贪婪而感到羞耻吗? Are these people not ashamed of being so greedy?
- 我错了吗? - 坦白地说... - Am I wrong? - Frankly...
我不太确定你在说什么 I'm not really sure what you're talking about.
关于金子 The gold thing.
有人生儿子了 付他金子 A guy has a son, give him gold.
他的割礼 付更多的金子 His circumcision, more gold.
他结婚 离婚 金子 金子 金子 He marries, divorces, gold, gold, gold.
是为什么? What's that all about?
苦难和痛苦 锡兰 还有什么? Misery and hardship, Sinan. What else?
在我那里不一样 It's different where I come from.
但不要让它烦扰你 But don't let it upset you.
但你为什么要邀请一个完全陌生的人参加庆祝活动呢? But why would you invite a total stranger to a celebration?
那不是公开要钱吗 Isn't that openly asking for money.
有些人甚至还不起债 Some people won't pay off their debts
但他们从未想过不带金子来参加庆祝活动 but they would never dream of not bringing gold to celebrations.
恐怕你是对的 I'm afraid you're right.
- 正如阿布·扎尔所说... - 谁? - As Abu Zarr says... - Who?
阿布·扎尔 先知的侍从 Abu Zarr, a companion of the Prophet.
他最喜欢的一个 One of his favourites.
那个人放逐到了沙漠? The one banished to the desert?
没错! 你知道他吗? Bravo! You know him?
- 我不应该吗? - 不 当然! - Am I supposed not to? - No, of course not!
但不是每个人都知道他 But not everyone knows him.
甚至大多数伊玛目 为什么? 他们只知道更受欢迎的侍从 Not even most imams. Why? They know the more popular companions.
你在说什么? What are you talking about?
受欢迎与那有什么关系? What's popularity got to do with it?
都是先知的侍从! These are the Prophet's companions!
但为什么我们总是引用最知名的? But why do we always quote the most well-known?
难道没有其他重要的学者了吗? Aren't there other important scholars out there?
纳兹米! Nazmi!
有时 当光环褪去 Sometimes, when the spark is gone,
人们会试图想起次要人物 people try to resurrect secondary figures.
这就是你在做的事 That's what you're doing.
最重要的人物就是引用最多的人物 The most important characters are the most quoted.
这很自然 It's only natural.
不要把它变成 Don't make it
关于认知的问题 an issue about recognition.
我不是说我们应该支持鲜为人知的人 I'm not saying we should favour lesser-known people
但只是看看他们所说和所想的 but simply look at what they said and thought.
好的 我明白你的观点 但... OK, I see your point, but...
你现在是村里的伊玛目了 You're a village imam now,
不是学生代表 not a student representative.
你需要规整你的想法 You need to sort your ideas.
穆斯林的情况不言自明 The Muslim situation speaks for itself.
世界已经变了 落下了我们 The world has changed and left us behind.
世界没有变 我们也没被抛在后面 The world hasn't changed nor have we been left behind.
如果你开始改革宗教 你就打开了 If you start reforming religion, you open the door
每个人的幻想之门 to every human fantasy.
你所说的是《古兰经》无法 What you're saying is the Koran is incapable
解读今天的世界 of interpreting today's world.
那是荒谬的! Which is preposterous!
你的一些观察看似有效 Some of your observations seem valid,
但你的前提似乎是 but your premise seems to be
抵制原则上的变革 to resist change on principle.
然后你想为了改变而改变 Then you want change for the sake of change.
但一叶障目是不对的! But it isn't right to wear blinkers!
真主保佑 我不是在谈别的 God forbid, I'm not talking about anything else
但全能者如何在《古兰经》中给我们说的? but how does the Almighty address us in the Koran?
作为「理解的人」 他问道 「你不觉得吗?」 As "people of understanding". He asks, "don't you think?"
你可以在《古兰经》中找到任何东西 那是另一回事 You can look for anything in the Koran. That's another story.
《古兰经》是神奇的 The Koran is miraculous.
我们不谈它 纳兹米 Let's not go there, Nazmi.
而且 在《古兰经》中寻找争吵的证据 Plus, trawling the Koran for arguments to have the last word
是不尊重的 is not very dignified.
我不是在争吵 I'm not trawling for arguments.
想象一个建筑师在建造建筑 Imagine an architect doing a building.
他的工作很详细 His work is detailed.
他给了工头一个计划 但没有告诉他如何铺砖 He gives the foreman a plan but doesn't tell him how to lay the bricks.
所以工人用他们的直觉 So the builders use their initiative
将自己的理解添加到建筑中 and add their own interpretation to the building.
好吧 但《古兰经》怎么说的? OK, but what does the Koran say'?
是的 「理解的人」 也是「尘埃」 Yes, "People of understanding", but also "dust".
请记住《古兰经》中的经文 Remember the verse in the Holy Koran.
「我们会看到他们的行为并化其为尘」 "We shall regard their deeds and scatter them like dust."
它谈论的是尘埃! It talks about dust!
我们人类并不多 We humans are not much.
事实上 我们是什么? What are we, in fact?
我们追随圣典 先知的行为 谚语 We're guided by the Holy Book, the Prophet's deeds and sayings,
小区共识和类似的东西 为什么要寻找替代品? community consensus and analogy. Why look for alternatives?
我们都坚持这些准则 We all stick to those guidelines.
如果每个人都给自己开处方 If everyone made their own prescription,
世界上的宗教就跟人一样多了 there'd be as many religions in the world as there are people.
你看 You see.
但我们的处方被签定了 But our prescription is signed.
由一个医生 Signed by a doctor.
我们去药房询问特定的药物 We go to the pharmacy and ask for a specific medicine.
如果他们没有 他们会提供等效的 If they don't have it they offer an equivalent,
含有相同活性成分的药 with the same active ingredient.
这个讨论没有尽头 There's no end to this discussion.
这完全取决于人们 It's all down to people.
说到我自己 我坚持的是 Speaking for myself, the point I keep coming back to
毋庸置疑地顺从宁静 is the peaceful shade of unquestioning submission.
如果你愿意相信 你相信 但是如果你想的话 If you want to believe, you believe. But if you think
你可以刺破这个谜 you can pierce the mystery
用你有限的见解去刺破真主的智慧 and penetrate God's great wisdom with your limited insight,
疯狂也是你的选择 that madness is your choice,
但它肯定不适合我 but it's definitely not for me.
- 你们在这? - 都忙完了? - You're here? - All done?
差不多 但我想在完成之前看看我的羊 Almost, but I'd like to check my sheep before I'm done.
- 要很长时间吗? - 不 - Will it take long? - No.
- 把车骑到茶馆 - 好 - Bring it to the teahouse. - OK.
摩托车是你的吗? Is the bike yours?
是的 我刚买的 Yes, I just bought it.
你们怎么想? What do you think?
很不错 俗话说的好 愿它称你心意 Nice. May it serve you well, as the saying goes.
我们说「愿你用坏它」 We say "may you wear it out".
那些旧的东部机车是什么? What were those old Eastern bloc bikes?
MZs 爪哇人... MZs, Jawas...
- 俄罗斯人造的什么? - 明斯克 - And what was that Russian make? - Minsk.
貂皮 对 Minks, right.
有着巨大的「嗒嗒嗒」声音 With that massive ta-ta-ta sound.
镇长还有一辆这样的东西 The mukhtar still has one that stutters like that.
用来追赶大人物 To run after the big shots.
新清真寺怎么样? How's the new mosque going?
不知道 No idea.
它掌握在镇长和村委会手中 It's in the hands of the mukhtar and village council.
所以我们说的花式窗户 闪亮的圆顶 So we're talking fancy windows, shiny domes
还有自动门? and automatic doors?
不知道 每个人说一点 No idea. Everyone's saying something.
你怎么不知道? How can you not know?
我不在乎 I keep out of it.
如果先设计好表格 内容就会受到影响 When form takes precedence, content suffers.
在先知的时代 清真寺和尖塔甚至都不存在 In the Prophet's day mosques and minarets didn't even exist.
它们是新奇的 后来添加的 They're novelties, later additions.
那太较真了 纳兹米! That's too harsh, Nazmi!
这是一个非常复杂的主题 不要深入它 It's a very complicated subject. Don't get into it.
我不是要批评 I'm not out to criticize.
如果你是呢? 重要的不是崇拜吗? So what if you do? Isn't it worship that matters?
没错 锡兰! Exactly, Sinan!
在宫殿或小屋里 In a palace or a hut,
崇拜就是崇拜 没人质疑 worship is worship. No one disputes that.
但悲观地看 But with a negative outlook,
你总能找到错误 you can always find faults.
最重要的是意图和诚实 What matters here is intent and honesty.
诚实? Honesty?
为何那样说? How can we say that
又没有自我批判 without self-criticism?
这不是一个简单的方法吗? Isn't that an easy way out?
谁需要自我批判? Who needs to self-criticize?
像你这样的人采取简单的方式 People like you who take the easy way.
现在 锡兰 我们每晚都会祈祷 Now, Sinan. We already pray every night.
通过祈祷 我们发现自己所有的缺陷和失败 And through these prayers, we reveal all our flaws and failings.
还有更好的自我批判吗? Is there better self-criticism than that?
做我们喜欢的 So do what we like,
然后在晚上忏悔并放松 甜蜜的生活 不是吗? then repent at night and relax. La dolce vita, isn't it?
我不是这个意思 锡兰 I'm not saying that, Sinan.
谁会呢? Who would?
当然 我们可能很懦弱 Of course we can be weak.
但一个信徒应该在任何情况下表现出常识 But a believer should show common sense in all matters.
你应该小心谨慎 You should be prudent and deliberate.
为什么只是信徒? Why just believers?
其他人不需要常识吗? Does nobody else need common sense?
不 但一个信徒要用更高的道德来衡量自己 No, but a believer tests himself with a higher morality.
他因此感到额外的责任 And therefore he feels extra responsibility.
也许吧 但他感到责任只是因为他被要求这么做 Maybe. But he feels it because he's been told he should.
为什么我要主动揽责任? Why would I want responsibility on a plate?
没有人更可靠 Nobody's more dependable
除了坚持良心和自由意志的人 than a person who's alone with his conscience and free will.
因为他建立了这种责任 所以他没受到约束 Because he builds this responsibility, he doesn't receive it.
所以他必须承担他行为的所有后果 So he must undertake all the consequences of his acts.
谁说自由意志是自由的? Who says free will is free?
即便如此 你怎能相信它? Even if it was, how could you trust it?
这并不适合所有人 It's not for everyone.
这不就是为什么没有勇气的人会选择被奴役而不是生存? Isn't that why people without the courage choose servitude over existence?
所有的河流都源于 All rivers are born
狂野的瀑布 但在前往大海的途中趋于平静 as furious waterfalls but grow calm on their way to the sea.
但你的湍急的河流夹带着 But your raging rivers drag along
很多鹅卵石和木头 lots of pebbles and sticks, too.
就像强势的人夹带着废人和失败者? Just like strong characters drag underdogs and losers with them?
没错! 这就是信仰或宗教的观点! Exactly! That's the point of faith or religion!
你还能怎么控制所有这些人群? How else do you control all those crowds?
难道过去不是大多数信徒尸骨累累 堆积如山吗? Wasn't it mostly believers who created mountains of bones in the past?
在试图创造秩序时 他们比迫害者更坏 In trying to create order, they were worse than the persecutors.
人类无法摆脱 就像狂犬病一样 Humanity can't get rid of it, like rabies.
总得来说 我们生而会犯错 If we generalize, we're bound to make mistakes.
绝大多数人都是信徒 不是吗? The vast majority of people are believers, aren't they?
因为人的道德支柱是信仰 Because man's moral backbone is faith.
你怎么能这样说? How can you say that?
为什么无神论国家的犯罪率如此之低? Why is the crime rate so low in atheist countries then?
这意味着公正和道德与信仰或宗教无关 That means being just and moral has nothing to do with faith or religion.
那么在这个浩瀚的宇宙中 人们不会感到孤独吗? Then wouldn't people feel all alone in this vast universe?
这些国家的犯罪率可能很低 The crime rate may be low in those countries,
但自杀率很高 but the suicide rate is high.
人们虽不犯罪 但他们也不开心 People don't commit crimes, but they aren't happy either.
你更喜欢哪种? Which would you prefer?
有人写道 如果真理被证明是在伊斯兰教之外 Someone wrote that if the truth was proven to be outside Islam,
他宁可选择伊斯兰教而非真理 he'd rather choose Islam than the truth.
这证明了一个著名的论点 即信仰不想知道真理 Which proves the famous argument that faith is wanting not to know the truth.
不是吗? Doesn't it?
没问题了 尊敬的伊玛目 No more questions, Your Honour.
信仰是对未知的信念吗? Faith is belief in the unfathomable?
什么? What?
对未知的信念 Belief in the unknown.
锡兰 听着 这就是底线 Sinan, look. The bottom line is this.
你想生活在一个真主存在的世界里吗? Would you want to live in a world where God exists
还是没有他的? or one where he doesn't?
如果问我 If it was up to me,
我想生活在他存在的世界里 I'd want to live in a world where He exists.
这有什么改变吗? Does that change anything?
改变什么? Change what?
我想要改变什么吗? Does what I want change anything?
不是那个 It's not about that.
让它允许你去感受它 Wanting it allows you to feel it.
我还能说什么呢? What more can I say?
我没有权力多说 I don't have the authority to say more.
我没有权力 I don't have the authority.
你说呢 伊玛目纳兹米? What do you say, Imam Nazmi?
有一首尤努斯·埃姆雷的诗 There's a poem by Yunus Emre.
「我沿着一条路走 "I walk along a road,
「我看到一棵高树挺立 "I see a tree standing tall,
「如此迷人 如此甜蜜 "So charming, so sweet,
「我的心...」 "My heart..."
怎么样? How does it go?
尤努斯·埃姆雷... Yunus Emre...
伊本·阿拉比怎么说的? What did lbn Arabi say?
「你崇拜的真主在我的脚下 」 "The god you worship is under my feet."
他们杀了他! They killed him!
一个有信仰的人 他们杀了他! A man of faith and they killed him!
那是什么意思呢? So what did he mean?
他骑着你的车回来了 He's back with your bike.
不 他要去别的地方 No, he's off elsewhere.
我借给他摩托车 I lend the man the bike.
他假装看不见你! He pretends not to see you!
我不是借给他越野的 I didn't lend it to him so he could ride off-road.
那很脏 会划伤 It's dirty and scratched.
所以每当下雨 So whenever it rains,
水浸入划痕 water goes in the scratches
会生锈发霉 and you get rust and mould.
最终送到修理工那 You end up at the mechanic's
然后永远也要不回了 and never get your bike back.
你每周都得去 You're down there every week.
我刚才说... I was saying...
你们坐这吧 You sit here.
- 是什么? - 她开始戴面纱 - What was it? - She's started wearing the veil.
什么? What?
珍妮·杰克逊戴着面纱 Janet Jackson's wearing the veil.
别逗了! Give me a break!
都是胡扯 A load of bullshit.
菲克雷特! Fikret!
三杯茶! Three teas!
谈论辛苦工作的人! 他永远停不下来 Talk about hard workers! The man never stops.
谁? Who?
你爸爸 Your dad.
伊德里斯是个好人 别管别人怎么说 Idris is a great guy. Forget what anyone else says.
天啊! Good God!
所以他是个好人? So he's a great guy?
他怎么好了? What do you mean by "great"?
尽职尽责 Good, conscientious.
不用为他说好话 Don't say things for the sake of it.
我为什么要? Why would I?
我是说 I meant it.
他平日里教书 Weekdays he teaches,
周末在村里工作 on weekends he works in the village.
他几乎没有乐趣 He'd hardly do it for fun.
当然不是 Of course not.
但很糟糕! But it sucks!
没人能帮他 是他自己的决定 No one can help. It's his own decision.
我是说... I mean...
他是个体面的人 He was such a decent guy,
一个绅士 such a gentleman.
我不知道他怎么变成这样的 I don't know how he got into stuff like that.
没有什么不好理解的 There's nothing not to understand.
他做的事本质上是对荒谬生活的反抗 His thing is basically a revolt against the absurdity of life.
但是 尽管存在各种矛盾 But if, despite all the contradictions,
你可以保持积极的态度 you can stay positive,
如果你能遏制自己的欲望 放弃自己... if you can curb your desires, renounce your self...
我们换话题吧 这很复杂 Let's drop it. It's tricky.
然后生活似乎并不荒谬 Then life won't seem absurd.
我们都在一杯水中摇来晃去 We're all sloshing around in a glass of water.
让我们称之为命运并继续前进 Let's just call it fate and move on.
别跟我提命运! 你在搪塞! Don't give me fate! You're into easy answers now!
欺凌 罪恶 罪行... 你现在称它们为命运吗? Abuse, sins, crimes... Are you calling them fate now?
失望是命运的错 Disappointments are fate's fault.
成功是我们自己所为 Successes are our own doing.
就是这样 锡兰 你好苦 That's how it is, Sinan. You're so bitter.
让人们尽可能地找到安慰 Let people find comfort where they can.
这有什么错? What's wrong with that?
你会警告我 You'll warn me about being
再次陷入困境 但... on tricky ground again, but...
我们可以不说了吗? Can we just leave it?
瞧这里多美 Look how nice it is instead.
我戒烟以后 又可以闻到泥土的芬芳了 I can smell the earth again since I stopped smoking.
你忙完了吗? Are you done?
是的 谢谢 Yes. Thanks.
- 你提前回来了 - 是的 钥匙在车上 - You're back early. - Yes. The key's in the bike.
好的 OK.
谢谢 Thanks.
谁把水泥扔那里了? Who dumped that cement there?
我不知道 I don't know.
上车 锡兰 我们去吹吹风 Jump on, Sinan. Let's feel that wind.
什么? What?
我带你去转转 I'll take you for a spin.
我们不是孩子 主啊! We aren't kids, for God's sake!
为什么? 我们每天都骑它 Why? We're riding it everyday.
骑车是一回事 但「转转」... Riding is one thing, but "going for a spin"...
- 我不想要 - 但减震器不太好 - I don't need that. - But the shock absorbers are wicked.
像坐飞机 Like a plane.
这就是我的观点! That's my point!
随着工具变得如此美好 神圣的东西不再重要 With gadgets getting so good, sacred things no longer hit the spot.
但是比以往任何时候都更需要精神生活 But there's more need for spirituality than ever.
正如先知所说 每个时代都逐步恶化 As the Prophet said, every age will get progressively worse,
直到世界末日到来 until Doomsday arrives.
但随着技术在你生活中的应用 But with the role technology plays in your lives,
不是很难接受你们伊玛目必须倡导的论点吗? isn't it hard to embrace the arguments you must advocate as imams?
你还有别的事吗? Do you have some other agenda here?
因为我骑摩托 人类就注定倒霉吗? Is humanity doomed because I ride a bike?
看看这世界 你只是盯着我的摩托车! Look at the state of the world and you're hung up about my bike!
我的同龄人开汽车 Guys my age drive automatic cars
我被困在这里... and I'm stuck here...
前几天我听说麦加的朝圣者 I heard the other day about a pilgrim in Mecca,
在石刑仪式中不小心扔了他的iPhone who threw his iPhone by mistake during the stoning ritual.
神话与现实 抽像与具体 Myth merging with reality, the abstract with the concrete.
宗教有助于摆脱小区的恶习 贫困和成瘾吗? Has religion helped to rid communities of bad habits, poverty and addiction?
是 这不重要吗? Yes. Isn't that what matters?
人们自己的现实呢? And people's own reality?
宗教难道不会阻止人们 Doesn't religion also stop people
获取自己的真理吗? attaining their own truth?
难道不是通过规定他人的世界而做到的? Doesn't it do that by defining the world for them?
你如何确定人们真正想要的是什么? How can you be so sure what people really want?
没有人想去找自己的真理或什么 No one wants to find their own truth or anything.
所谓的「人」总是忙于 So-called 'man' is always busy
刻画对他有利的事情 carving things out to his advantage.
一贯如此! Continuously!
相反 On the contrary,
人们试图逃避现实 people try to escape their reality.
每个人都忙着救自己! Everyone's busy saving their own ass!
但不是每个人都被无形的线索绑在一起吗? But isn't everyone bound to each other by invisible threads?
称之为命运或因果 Call it fate or call it causality.
没什么区别 It makes no difference.
但没有人应该认为自己纯净如雪 But no one should consider themselves pure as the driven snow.
没错 Yes.
他可能赌马输了很多 He may have lost a lot on the horses.
他的房子 汽车 荣誉 骄傲 His house, car, honour, pride,
名声 respectability.
但你的薪水不也是 But aren't your salaries paid
赛马或博彩的不义之财吗? with the ill-gotten gains of horse races or the lottery?
看 我并没有暗示你父亲的任何事情 Look, I wasn't implying anything about your dad.
如果你对此感到生气 你误解我了 If you're angry about that, you've got the wrong idea.
不 如果我觉得不妥我会说的 No, I'd say if I was offended.
但是 在讨论之前 我想要弄清一些事情 But still, I'd rather certain things were clear before being discussed.
当然 Of course.
出售老师的车
野梨树
看这多安逸! Look who's got it easy!
如果所有的学校都这么轻松 If only all schools were as relaxed.
是吗? Right?
这里很不错 学生不多 Things are cool here. Not many students.
怎么了? 有事吗? What's up? Something wrong?
- 我刚从恰纳卡莱回来 - 所以? -I'm just back from Canakkale. - So?
妈妈打来电话 Mum called.
他们切断了电 They've cut off the power.
她说你今天加班 She said you get your overtime today.
我来拿钱恢复供电 I've come to take it to get the power back.
没有钱 还没发给我 There is no money. It didn't come through.
还没发给你? It didn't come through?
那我们怎么办? 我怎么跟她说? So what do we do? What do I tell her?
我怎么知道? How do I know?
随你想说什么 Say what you like.
梅尔韦! Merve!
你想让我过去吗? You want me to come over?
你想吗? Well, do you?
那好吧 OK, then.
我走了 I'm going.
好 OK.
你为什么这个时候睡觉? Why are you sleeping at this time?
你见到你爸爸了吗? Did you see your dad?
是的 Yes.
解决了吗? Is it fixed?
不 他没有给我钱 No, he didn't give me the money.
什么意思? What do you mean?
他说他没收到钱 He claims he didn't get it.
钱还没发给他 The payment didn't come through.
他应该今天收到钱 He was supposed to get it today.
他说他没有 He says he didn't.
但他在课堂上填写彩券什么的 But he was filling in coupons or something in the classroom.
不知道钱哪来的 Wherever the money came from.
- 他在填彩券? - 是的 然后他用胳膊把它们掩藏起来 - He was filling in coupons? - Yes. Then he hid them with his arm.
好像我看不到似的! As if I wouldn't see it!
既然你看到了 为什么不阻止他? Why didn't you stop him if you saw it?
你本可以拿走钱 You could've taken the money.
怎样? 跟他打架? How? By fighting him?
为什么不? Why not?
打架 Fight.
你不是男人吗? Aren't you a man?
当然 对 在学生面前 Sure, right. In front of the students.
如果你不 谁还能? 我? If you don't, who will? Me?
所以你是个笨蛋? So you're a namby-pamby?
妈妈 别废话! Mum, cut the crap!
我没告诉过你在他花钱之前拿走他的薪水吗? Didn't I tell you to grab his pay before he spent it?
我让你去玩儿的吗? Did I send you for decoration?
你没说断电了 冰箱发臭了吗? Didn't you say the power's off and the fridge stinks?
你妹妹还去朋友家学习? That your sister's studying at a friend's?
行了 妈妈! Stop it, Mum!
你明天可以借钱 You can borrow the money tomorrow.
当然! 乞讨说起来容易 Sure! Begging is easy.
你去试一下 You try it.
我让你嫁给他的吗? Did I tell you to marry him?
你必须忍受甜蜜带来的苦涩 You have to take the bitter with the sweet.
尽管每个人都试图阻止你 你仍然坚持 You insisted despite everybody trying to stop you.
没法跟你交谈了 You're impossible to talk to.
我不能回话吗? Am I supposed to not answer?
你直截了当说最后一句就行了 You say the last word straight off.
我永远都无法向你吐露心声 I can never confide in you.
无论如何 给你 Anyway, here you go.
这是你的 That's yours.
是什么? What is it?
所以书出版了? So the book's out'?
- 什么时候出的? - 今天 - When did it come out? - Today.
给最亲爱的妈妈， 这一切归功于你 只你一人 锡兰
不要哭啊! Don't cry!
你怎么哭了? Why are you crying?
所以毕竟我不是那么一无是处 So I'm not that useless after all.
我很开心 I'm so happy.
我一直都知道你会有所成就 I always knew you'd achieve something.
我从未对此丧失信心 从未 I never lost my faith in that. Never.
有时... Sometimes...
人们说你坏话 people badmouthed you,
但我从不去听 but I never listened.
有些人甚至说你不正常或暗示你疯了 Some even said you weren't normal or implied you were insane.
你无法想象我必须要忍受什么 You can't imagine what I had to deal with.
这很正常 称一个无人能理解的人疯了 It's normal to call someone insane if no one understands them.
他们该下地狱 我不相信他们任何一个 They can go to hell. I didn't believe any of them.
我知道因为你很特别 I knew that because you were special,
你的一些方式便与众不同 some of your ways were different.
让那些恶语诽谤的人看看现在的你 Let those backbiters see you now.
这真是... This is...
太棒了 fantastic.
真的太不可思议了! Really fantastic!
一本伟大而厚实的书 A great fat book.
印着密密麻麻的小字 And lots of small print.
我不知道你是如何写成的 I don't know how you wrote it.
饿着肚子 在宿舍里 On an empty stomach, in hostels.
我不知道你是怎么做到的 I don't know how you managed.
好了 妈妈 别夸过头了! OK, Mum. Don't overdo it!
我只是出版了一本书 All I've done is publish a book.
我们甚至不知道它好不好 We don't even know if it's good.
有什么不好? If what's good?
这本书 The book.
写好了出版了 但是会有人喜欢它吗? It's written and published, but will anyone actually like it?
他们当然会! 为什么不呢? Of course they will! Why wouldn't they?
或许会捅马蜂窝? Or will it stir up a hornet's nest?
愤怒 厌恶 怨恨... Anger, disgust, resentment...
甚至可能吃官司? maybe even court cases?
吃官司? Court cases?
谁知道呢? 事实并不总是受人追捧 Who knows? The truth isn't always popular.
顺便问一下 你是怎么找到这笔钱的? How did you find the money, by the way?
你说你没有钱 You said you didn't have any.
我讨价还价 I haggled.
还借了一点 And borrowed a bit, too.
但并不多 But not much.
债务不是窝囊废的专属 Debt isn't Mr Loser's monopoly.
我也背负了 It's my turn.
至少我做的有意义 And at least mine is for a worthy cause.
不要这么说 Don't say that.
说什么? Say what?
窝囊废? Mr Loser?
这很好地描述了他 That describes him well.
我还能叫他什么? What else can I call him?
或者他是一个曾经的胜者 只是光辉陨灭? Or was he a winner once and kept it hidden?
他应该感到庆幸 He should be glad to get off so lightly.
是啊 他一直有麻烦 True, he's been trouble.
但有时看到他那样我很痛苦 But it kills me at times to see him like this.
好了! 去铺床睡觉吧 Oh, c'mon! Make your bed and sleep in it.
好吧 让我们说说你的婚姻吧 Well, let's see who you end up marrying.
真主保佑! God forbid!
我们还没见过任何女朋友 We haven't seen any girlfriends.
没有人吗? Isn't there anyone?
当然没有 Of course not.
为什么? Why?
你以为呢? Why do you think?
我是一个农民 我很穷 I'm a peasant. I'm poor.
我失业了 I'm unemployed.
还不够吗? Isn't that enough?
农民 你什么意思? What do you mean, peasant?
我不期待一位公主 I'm not expecting a princess.
这里每个人都是农民 Everyone's a peasant here.
如果我结婚了 无论如何她都不会来这里 If I did marry, she wouldn't be from here anyway.
这里的人有什么问题? What's wrong with people from here?
算了吧 Forget it.
你永远不明白 白费口舌 You'd never understand. There's no point.
所以你了解一切 而我们什么都不懂? So you understand everything and we understand nothing?
没错 这个男人也是你找的最好的 Exactly, if this man was the best you could do.
我还能说什么呢? What more can I say?
我能怎么办? What was I supposed to do?
他们排队提亲 They'd lined up another man.
但你爸爸年轻 英俊 But your dad was young, handsome,
他能说会道 he had a way with words.
- 还受过良好教育 - 又来了! - And he was educated as well. - There you go!
那你就不应该抱怨了 You shouldn't complain then.
他谈吐不凡... He had such an incredible way with words...
他能令你窒息 he'd make you stop dead in your tracks.
当所有人都在谈论钱 When everyone else was talking about money
在攀比炫耀时 and calculating who owned what,
他谈泥土和羔羊的气息 he spoke of the smell of the earth, of lambs
以及田野的颜色 and the colour of the fields.
他还是他 That hasn't changed.
也许他现在这样说我们会厌烦 Maybe we get annoyed now when he talks like that,
但在那些日子里 but in those days,
我总听不够 I couldn't hear enough of it.
那时我仅仅16岁 And I was only 16.
我从未见过像他这样的人 I'd never met anyone like him.
所以我和他私奔了 So I ran away with him.
但是 But still,
倘若时光倒转 if we were to turn back the clock
再给我一次机会 and I was allowed to choose again,
即便知晓宿命 knowing what I know now,
我相信我还会做同样的选择 I'm sure I'd do the same thing all over again.
我是说 我会再次嫁给你爸爸 I mean, I'd marry your dad again.
是的 也许疯狂 但是真的 Yes. Crazy, maybe, but true.
你真是出类拔萃! You're something else!
他卖掉房子去赌博 你还在为他辩护! He sold our home to fund his gambling and you're still defending him!
我不是想为他辩护 I'm not trying to defend him.
我说的是我的感受 I'm saying what I feel.
你知道吗? You know what?
你们都一个样 You're all the same.
你们女人 你们全都疯了 You women, you're all crazy.
不 我们不一样 No, we aren't the same.
是的 你们一样 相信我 Yes you are. Believe me.
有时你认为这个人迥然有别 Sometimes you think this one's different,
结果你看，总还是如出一辙不足为奇 when lo and behold, out comes the same old stuff.
你总是那么过度美誉 You're always so over-the-top.
所有的爱 所有那些纠结 哀愁的情感 All that love, all that mushy, gooey emotion,
我都不知道打哪儿来 I don't get where it comes from.
以我为例 Take me, for example.
我不喜欢人 I don't like people.
我无法融入 我能怎么办? I can't bring myself to. What can I do?
我不反对动物或自然 I have nothing against animals or nature.
但我对人没有耐心 But I have no patience with people.
我受不了他们 I can't stand them.
也许就是这样 If there's such a thing
正如作家厌恶人 as a writer who loathes people.
我的天! Good grief!
冰箱怎么空了? Why's the fridge empty?
你说呢 我把东西拿到邻居家了 Guess. I took it to the neighbour's.
但为什么? But Why?
你还问? 没有电! 你想要食物腐烂吗? You even need to ask? There's no power! You want the food to rot?
好吧 OK.
你没给锡兰任何钱 You didn't give Sinan any money.
不 我没有 No, I didn't.
为什么不? Why not?
我也想知道为什么 I wonder why.
也许钱没汇过来 Maybe the money didn't come through.
为什么没? Why not?
我怎么知道 阿苏曼? How would I know, Asuman?
为了良知别再撒谎了! Stop lying for goodness sake!
什么撒谎? What lies?
因为你 我一把年纪还要看孩子 I have to babysit at my age because of you.
你觉得容易吗? You think it's easy?
我看孩子25年了 一大群孩子 I've been babysitting for 25 years. A whole army of kids.
- 这不一样 - 当然一样 -It's not the same. - Of course it is.
不 不是 No, it isn't.
我告诉过你多少次了? 不要在孩子们面前吵架 How many times have I told you? No fights in front of the kids.
孩子们? 你以为他们看不见? The kids? You think they're blind?
这些争吵会伤害孩子们 我知道 我是老师 These fights damage the kids. I know, I'm a teacher.
老师! 哪门子老师? 赌马老师? A teacher! What kind? A horses teacher?
停下! Stop that!
如果你没有钱 教室里的彩券是什么? If you had no money, what were the coupons in the classroom?
什么彩券? 什么教室? What coupons? What classroom?
饶了我吧! 别装了! Spare me! Don't act it!
我没有 阿苏曼 你怎么会这么想? I'm not, Asuman. What the hell gives you that idea?
很好 继续赌吧! Fine, carry on gambling!
让我们看看你退休还剩什么 Let's just see if you get to retire in one piece.
我们唯一的希望就是退休金 我真怕你毁了它 Our only hope is that bonus. I'm terrified you'll sabotage it.
所以继续 继续赌吧 So carry on, keep gambling.
你做的一点也不体面 What you did wasn't nice at all.
- 什么? - 你自己知道! - What? - You know what!
这叫告密 It's called snitching.
你凭什么以为 And what makes you think
我在学校赌马? I was doing the horses at school?
- 我看见的! - 你看到了什么我没做的事? - I saw! - What did you see that I didn't?
我进去的时候你没有藏纸吗? Didn't you hide a paper when I came in?
- 是的 - 所以? - Yes. - So?
你为什么不在那里问我? Why didn't you ask me there?
问什么? Ask what?
没有十足把握 You can't say things like that
你就不能那么说 without being totally sure.
你不经审理就下了判决 You pass the sentence without a trial
还毫不羞愧地执行它 and execute it without shame.
你凭什么? Aren't you above that?
别跟我说那个! Don't give me that!
如果不是彩券 为什么要藏它? Why hide it if it wasn't a betting coupon?
给你的彩券! Have your betting coupon!
全都是儿戏 It's all a game.
我只会赌博 All I do is gamble.
给 拿着 There, take it.
寻狗启示
他扔的什么? What was he throwing away?
没什么 Nothing.
他说他在画一张「寻狗启示」 He says he was drawing a "lost dog" poster.
我认为是他瞎编的 I think he's making it up.
那天晚上我醒来 发现他不在床上 I woke up the other night and found him gone from the bed.
远处传来奇怪的呜呜声 There was an odd whine coming from far away.
我起床 去客厅 发现他在那里 I got up, went to the living room and found him there.
他在黑暗中哭泣 He was crying in the dark.
什么? 你说什么? What? How do you mean?
哭? Crying?
我从未见过他那样呜咽 He was whimpering like I've never heard before.
- 天啊! - 就像他腹痛难忍 - Good God! - Like he had stomach pains.
他为什么哭? Why was he crying?
他的狗丢了 你知道 His dog's missing, you know.
怪诞 Weird.
他真的这么大反应吗? Has he really made such a big deal of it?
更糟 Even worse.
你为他感到难过的同时又会气愤 You feel sorry for him and annoyed at the same time.
因为我明白 真主保佑 如果我们中任何一个发生意外 Because I know, God forbid, that if anything happened to one of us,
他都不会动容 he wouldn't turn a hair.
但只是一只狗丢失 多么荒谬! But when a mere dog goes missing, what dramas!
墙上 柱子上 杆子上 寻狗启示 Posters on walls, poles, posts.
晚上做噩梦 Nightmares at night.
天啊! Good God!
这让我有些吃惊 That's kind of surprised me.
他的狗是唯一不会评判他的生物 His dog is the only living thing that doesn't judge him.
他还这么说 He says so, too.
他真的这么说吗? Did he really say that?
是的 Yes.
真有意思 That's really funny.
开始下雪了 It's started snowing.
那些怎么了? What happened to those?
我告诉你了 不到一分钟 I told you. Not even a minute.
- 什么? - 别问了 - What happened? - Don't ask.
我们把它们搬到炉子旁 这样不会踩到了 We moved them by the boiler so they wouldn't get trampled on.
不过 我们担心你可能会生气 We worried you might be angry, though.
然后墨菲定律出现了 Then Murphy's Law struck.
雨从窗户漏进来 Rain leaked through the window.
包裹湿了 但不严重 The packets got damp, but nothing serious.
有些褪色了 就是这样 A few are discoloured, that's all.
它们都没有折损 None of them are creased.
当然 不很严重 Well, not really.
那么 告诉我 你们看过了吗? So tell me, have you read it?
你开始看了 雅斯敏 你看完了吗? You started it, Yasemin. Did you finish?
我开学以后没有时间 I have no time after studying.
它又不会去别的地方 It didn't go anywhere.
确实如此 That's true.
但你们换了冰箱? But you changed the fridge?
冰箱 油烟机 她的笔记本电脑 Fridge, extractor, her laptop,
她的手机 我们的债务... her phone, our debts...
这用光了退休金 That used up the retirement bonus.
那牧羊人在哪? 在村里? So where's the shepherd? In the village?
牧羊人现在几乎不回来 The shepherd barely comes back now.
难怪家里如此安静 No wonder it's so quiet in the house.
我不确定这是不是一件好事 I'm not sure if that's a good thing.
牧羊人住在他父亲的储藏室里 The shepherd's living in his father's storeroom.
什么储藏室? What storeroom?
房子下面那个潮湿的 老鼠出没的房间 That damp, rat-infested room under the house.
好了 There you go.
他找到了自己的天地 He's found his place.
父子可以建立一个有爱的居所 Father and son can build a love nest.
的确! Very!
你好 Hi.
嘿! 你好吗? Hey! How are you?
很好 你呢? Good. How about you?
不错 混口饭吃 Not bad. Struggling along.
我想问下我的书卖的怎么样 I wanted to ask about my book sales.
还好吗? How did it go?
哪本? What was it?
《野梨树》 The Wild Pear Tree.
啊 《野梨树》 好的 Ah, wild pear. OK.
我想起来了 I remember now.
我们展示了四五个月 但没有卖出去 We had it on display for 4-5 months, but it didn't sell.
所以我们从货架上撤了 So we took it off the shelves.
真的? Really?
- 一本都没卖出? - 没有 - Not a single sale? - No.
如果你愿意 可以全拿回去 I'll give them back if you like,
或者我们可以夏天再卖一次 or we can have another go in summer.
把它们留在这里 Keep them here.
好 OK.
我会再来问的 I'll drop by again.
- 祝你美好的一天 - 谢谢 - Have a good day. - Thanks.
《埃达失踪的孩子们》
恰纳卡莱文学 锡兰·卡拉苏
札木合! Jamukha!
安静 孩子! Quiet boy!
好啊 好啊! Well, well!
欢迎 Welcome.
很高兴你回来 Good to have you back.
谢谢 Thanks.
你现在安顿了吗? Are you done now?
我猜是的 I guess.
很好 That's good.
你觉得我的新宫殿怎么样? How do you like my new palace?
很好 Good.
还有我的新朋友们? And my new friends?
下本钱啊! No expense spared!
- 那你过得怎么样? - 不错 - So how are you doing? - Not bad.
你很幸运能在这里遇到我 You're lucky to catch me here.
我正要去买一些草料 I was just off to get some bales.
尤瑟尔在旧学校那有间店 Yucel has super-dry ones at the old school.
我要去那儿 I was going there.
那边艰苦吗? So, was it tough?
不 只是无聊 No, but only time drags on.
日复一日 It's the same day in, day out.
你怎么把草料运到这? So how are you getting the bales here?
尤瑟尔有一辆皮卡车 Yucel has a pickup truck.
他也有拖拉机 但别想了 He's got a tractor, too, but forget that.
我们走吧 Let's go then.
什么? What?
真的? Really?
是的 Yes.
我们把羊赶进去吧 Let's get the sheep inside then.
先做完 And let's get that done.
还不错 It's turned out well.
你昨天回来的吗? You got back yesterday?
是的 Yes.
你见过爷爷了吗? Have you seen your grandad?
没有 我去了你的房间 然后来到这 No. I checked your room then came here.
- 我晚点过去 - 他又发火了 - I'll drop by later. - He's all steamed up again.
那个房间是他的 About that room being his.
爷爷? Grandad?
是的 Yes.
如果我惹恼他 他会让全世界知道他要赶我出去 He's telling the world he'll throw me out if I annoy him.
所以我大部分时间待在这边 So I stay here mostly.
以远离那里 I keep away from there.
它们喜欢这些东西 它们能吃一吨 They love this stuff. They eat a ton of it.
我打算明年种一些 I plan to grow some next year.
买成本太高 Buying it costs too much.
我累了 I'm worn out.
顺便问一下井怎么样了? How's the well by the way?
- 完成了吗? - 别提了 - Is it done? - The less said the better.
这次村民是对的 The villagers were right this time.
我没有找到任何水 I didn't find any water.
什么? What?
- 你确定吗? - 是的 - Are you sure? - Yes.
我挖了10米深 仍然没有 I dug 10 metres deep and still nothing.
浪费了所有的时间和精力 All that time and effort wasted.
忘了挖井吧... Forget digging a well...
这更像是一次通往地心的旅程 it was more like a journey to the centre of the Earth.
所以你承认失败了吗? So you're admitting defeat?
没错 Exactly.
如果证明我是对的 If I'd been proven right
那是最好不过的 it would've been good.
但太糟糕了 我错了 But it's too bad, I wasn't.
事实证明他们还是对了 They proved to be right again.
但别介意 But never mind.
那也没关系 That's fine, too.
「及时撤退也是胜利」 "A timely retreat is a victory."
这是我的安慰 That's my consolation.
所以? So?
兵役结束了 Military service is over.
你现在要做什么? What are you going to do now?
我不知道 I don't know.
或者在东部教书像你一样浪费青春 Either teach in the East and waste my youth like you
或者在这做些不相关的工作 Or get some irrelevant job here
一样浪费我的青春 and waste my youth that way.
你觉得我应该做什么? What do you think I should do?
每个人都有不同的期望 Everyone has different expectations.
如果你喜欢你所做的事 你就可以在任何地方生存 If you love what you do, you can survive anywhere.
像大多数老师一样 我也是从东部荒凉的村庄起步的 Like most teachers, I started out in the desolate villages of the East.
正如你所知 As you well know.
恐怖主义当时达到了顶峰 Terrorism was at its peak then.
我曾梦想过其他的事情 但别提了 I'd dreamt of other things, but never mind.
谁的梦想成真了呢? Whose dreams come true just like that?
我经历了这么多 遇到了那么些不可思议的人 I experienced so much. I met such incredible people.
大部分虽已忘记 但即便遗忘也令人着迷 I've forgotten most of it, but even forgetting has its appeal.
人们应该识时务些 People should float in time a little.
好的和坏的记忆应该并存 Good and bad memories should merge
模糊 融化 and dim and melt away.
还有些该保留下来 There are those that should stay, too.
铭记于心 Carving a notch in time.
就像你在书里提到的时间的事 You address the time thing in your book, for example.
我喜欢那部分 I liked that.
你读过那本书吗? Have you read the book?
我当然读过 Of course I have.
有些部分我甚至读了两遍 And I've even read some parts twice.
真的? Really?
你认真的吗? Are you serious?
我当然是 怎么了? Of course I am. Why?
我不知道 I don't know.
这是我第一次遇到读过它的人 It's the first time I've come across anyone who's read it.
我有点惊讶 I'm kind of surprised.
在这里 Here it is.
我最好的朋友! My best friend!
还有不要以为我没注意到你在哪里谈到了我 And don't think I didn't notice where you talk about me.
你没说我好话 You don't say great things about me,
但该是如此 but that's how it should be.
年轻人应该批评老人 The young should criticize the old.
这就是进步的方式 That's how progress works.
这并不是真正的批评 而是... It wasn't really meant as criticism, but...
你读过「野梨树」一章了吗? Did you read the "Wild Pear Tree" chapter?
当然 Of course.
哦 野梨! Oh, for wild pears!
我从你在小学告诉我们的话得到灵感 I got that from what you told us at primary school.
我很高兴有一些用处 I'm glad to have been some use.
那些日子里 学校的老师 In those days, school teachers
更为自由从而不受课堂的束缚 were freer to stray from the curriculum.
也是一件好事! A good thing, too!
我们可以根据不同的层次范围来延伸教学的内容 We could stretch the curriculum according to the region.
还不会破坏平衡 Without upsetting the balance.
所以我告诉你这样的事 是的 So I told you things like that, yes.
学校对面有一棵野梨树 There was a wild pear tree opposite the school.
你向我们展示了它 You showed it to us.
你说的对 You're right.
那边也有一棵 There's one over there, too.
你知道吗 有时我在你 我甚至爷爷身上看到的东西 You know, sometimes things I see in you, me and even Grandad
让我想起一棵野梨树 remind me of a wild pear tree.
我不知道 我们都如此格格不入 离群索居 I don't know. We're all misfits, solitary,
怪异畸形 misshapen.
每个人都有自己的品性 Everyone has their own temperament.
关键是接受和喜欢它 The thing is being able to accept and like it.
野梨的果实就像你说的那样畸形 The fruit of wild pears is misshapen like you say.
但有几天我当早餐吃了它 非常棒 But I have it for breakfast some days and it's so good.
我的观点是 没错 人性充满了动物本性的怪异 My point is, yes, human nature is as full of oddities as animal nature.
比如 我在这里长大 但我搞混狗和豺的足迹 I grew up here, for example, but I mixed up dog and jackal tracks.
原来豺足印后面有一个小凸起 Turns out there's a small bulge at the back of a jackal print.
你在这里还遇到豺吗? Do you still get jackals here?
当然! Absolutely!
我们能听到他们在溪边嚎叫 We'll hear them howling down by the stream.
我刚才怎么说的? What was I saying?
有一次一只羊失踪了 A sheep went missing once.
没有任何踪迹 No sign of it anywhere.
我以为豺抓走了它 I thought the jackals got it.
我感到难过然后释怀了 I felt sad and got over it.
一天晚上 回到村里 One evening, going back to the village,
我听到森林里有哭声 I heard a cry in the forest.
我走进去 耳朵都刺破了 我看到了什么? I walked on, ears pricked. And what did I see?
她在森林里生了 双胞胎 She'd given birth in the forest. Twins.
羔羊还没有站起来 The lambs weren't standing yet.
我把它们拿起来带到了这里 I picked them up and brought them here.
那里 There.
听 Listen.
音乐会开始了 The concert has begun.
那是豺吗? Is that a jackal?
一定是的 It certainly is.